Saturday, February 28, 2009
im broke. ( ): )
someone donate money to me ( ): )
parent teacher's meet was so-so (:/)
mum's happier with this year's comments as compared to past years (:D)
training today was funny (:o)
me bringing food+hassan+darryl+gaston+justin+nick= HAHAAHAHAAHAHA WTH DAMN FUNNY! ( :DDDDDDDD)
i am a (court) NO. 1 winner (:D:D:D:D:D:D)
N insulted me. hopefully it wasnt intentional. ( >:( + :( )
YH&friend, were fighting over who NOT to eat my muffin ( :/ )
darryl gave me 1/4 of a stick of kinderbueno ( :D)
gaston says being a girl is good (???)
hassan scared me, twice in two weeks (-.-)
N&YH laughed at me being scared ("-.-")
gaston is damn pervvvvvvvvvv. ( :O )
subway is love (<3)
and im hungry ( ): )
my post is very emotional&cool (HAHAHAAHA :D)
bye ( <3 )
someone donate money to me ( ): )
parent teacher's meet was so-so (:/)
mum's happier with this year's comments as compared to past years (:D)
training today was funny (:o)
me bringing food+hassan+darryl+gaston+justin+nick= HAHAAHAHAAHAHA WTH DAMN FUNNY! ( :DDDDDDDD)
i am a (court) NO. 1 winner (:D:D:D:D:D:D)
N insulted me. hopefully it wasnt intentional. ( >:( + :( )
YH&friend, were fighting over who NOT to eat my muffin ( :/ )
darryl gave me 1/4 of a stick of kinderbueno ( :D)
gaston says being a girl is good (???)
hassan scared me, twice in two weeks (-.-)
N&YH laughed at me being scared ("-.-")
gaston is damn pervvvvvvvvvv. ( :O )
subway is love (<3)
and im hungry ( ): )
my post is very emotional&cool (HAHAHAAHA :D)
bye ( <3 )
Friday, February 27, 2009
hey,
things happen, but im not interested in telling them anymore.
heh.
anyway, just want to say:
i hope you're not lying to me.
i'd rather give you the benefit of doubt.
and ultimately, this is your life, not mine.
so i dont really have any say in it.
but i hope, you will consider the consequences of your actions before you do them, okay?
love you(:
peanut butter, chocolate chunk.
will post more, when i bake more.
sorry they dont look that appetizing :/
i really need to work on my food photography.
heh:D
things happen, but im not interested in telling them anymore.
heh.
anyway, just want to say:
i hope you're not lying to me.
i'd rather give you the benefit of doubt.
and ultimately, this is your life, not mine.
so i dont really have any say in it.
but i hope, you will consider the consequences of your actions before you do them, okay?
love you(:
peanut butter, chocolate chunk.
will post more, when i bake more.
sorry they dont look that appetizing :/
i really need to work on my food photography.
heh:D
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
florence feels like a fatso&smelly-so.
heh.
two down, screwed one, two more to go.
8 more days till i can bake.
3 people i realize i really love.
249 days( approx) till o's are over.
225 days till im 16
5678 i have lived for.
490,579,200 seconds
bye
heh.
two down, screwed one, two more to go.
8 more days till i can bake.
3 people i realize i really love.
249 days( approx) till o's are over.
225 days till im 16
5678 i have lived for.
490,579,200 seconds
bye
Monday, February 23, 2009
love is my new camera.
love is everything that's not.
love is oldie love songs:D
i really really hate being like this.
like, you dont understand HOW much i hate this.
i hate this feeling, i hate doing this.
i hate being stupid.
oh just forget it already for goodness sake.
im so pissed with myself.
i dont even know why im like that.
i guess i really am just stupid then.
Reunited lyrics by Peaches & herb
I was a fool to ever leave your side
Me minus you is such a lonely ride
That breakup we had
Has made me lonesome and sad
I realize I love you
'Cause I want you back
Hey, hey
I spent the evening with the radio
Regret the moment that I let you go
Our quarrel was such
A way of learning so much
I know now that I love you
'Cause I need your touch
Hey, hey
(Chorus:)
Reunited, and it feels so good
Reunited, 'cause we understood
There's one perfect fit
And, sugar, this one is it
We both are so excited
'Cause we're reunited
Hey, hey
I sat here, staring at the same old wall
Came back to life just when I got your call
I wished I could climb
Right through the telephone line
And give you what you want
So you would still be mine
Hey, hey
I can't go cheatin', honey; I can't play
I found it very hard to stay away
As we reminisce
On precious moments like this
I'm glad we're back together
'Cause I missed your kiss
Hey, hey
(Repeat chorus)
Lover, lover, this is sudden love
And you're exactly what I'm dreamin' of
All through the day
And all through the night
I'll give you all the love I have
With all my might
Hey, hey
(Repeat chorus)
love is everything that's not.
love is oldie love songs:D
i really really hate being like this.
like, you dont understand HOW much i hate this.
i hate this feeling, i hate doing this.
i hate being stupid.
oh just forget it already for goodness sake.
im so pissed with myself.
i dont even know why im like that.
i guess i really am just stupid then.
Reunited lyrics by Peaches & herb
I was a fool to ever leave your sideMe minus you is such a lonely ride
That breakup we had
Has made me lonesome and sad
I realize I love you
'Cause I want you back
Hey, hey
I spent the evening with the radio
Regret the moment that I let you go
Our quarrel was such
A way of learning so much
I know now that I love you
'Cause I need your touch
Hey, hey
(Chorus:)
Reunited, and it feels so good
Reunited, 'cause we understood
There's one perfect fit
And, sugar, this one is it
We both are so excited
'Cause we're reunited
Hey, hey
I sat here, staring at the same old wall
Came back to life just when I got your call
I wished I could climb
Right through the telephone line
And give you what you want
So you would still be mine
Hey, hey
I can't go cheatin', honey; I can't play
I found it very hard to stay away
As we reminisce
On precious moments like this
I'm glad we're back together
'Cause I missed your kiss
Hey, hey
(Repeat chorus)
Lover, lover, this is sudden love
And you're exactly what I'm dreamin' of
All through the day
And all through the night
I'll give you all the love I have
With all my might
Hey, hey
(Repeat chorus)
Saturday, February 21, 2009
gosh, i hate it when people underestimate me.
i know how to deal with pain, with life.
I HATE IT WHEN YOU SEE ME AS A KID.
HATE IT.
so stop it before i really get pissed.
hahaha, btw, i didnt bake those.
i said i WILL. not have ): ): hahaha.
maybe i will after these two weeks:D
i know how to deal with pain, with life.
I HATE IT WHEN YOU SEE ME AS A KID.
HATE IT.
so stop it before i really get pissed.
hahaha, btw, i didnt bake those.
i said i WILL. not have ): ): hahaha.
maybe i will after these two weeks:D
oh, i feel like killing an asshole.
i really do.
I GOT MY CAMERA!
i WILL post pretty tree pictures soon.
hahah i have a nature mode,
which "accentuates the blossing leaves"
HAHAHAHAAHA. i was happy when i saw that.
IM SORRY LYN! i will share my pictures with you, okay?
look at these. lovely eh?
i will bake soon. and ill have wonderful things for you to eat :D
i really do.
I GOT MY CAMERA!
i WILL post pretty tree pictures soon.
hahah i have a nature mode,
which "accentuates the blossing leaves"
HAHAHAHAAHA. i was happy when i saw that.
IM SORRY LYN! i will share my pictures with you, okay?
look at these. lovely eh?
i will bake soon. and ill have wonderful things for you to eat :D
Friday, February 20, 2009
i want my camera
i want to take pretty pictures of trees
i want to bake
i want to take wonderful pictures of food
i want to create my own original recipe
i want to create my own dessert.
i want to make new friends
i want to play more tennis
i want to be fitter
i want to be thinner
i want to be taller
i want to forget things that i should have forgotten long ago
i want to love more
i want to be a better person
i want to have a more intersting blog, so i wont bore people to death
i want my friends to be happy
i want to protect the ones i love
in short, i want to be someone im not.
tag replies:
kelly: hahaha, well, stressful? hahaha, ehhhh i want your ms tan bio notes! how's your school?
brina: i want tennis! hahah:D
isaac: haha, sick what? haha. my ponytail's cute now. however, i look like an ahlian>:(
etcha: hahaha. aiyah, you secretly crush on me lah. i know HAHAHA! JOKE!
joel: hahaha, good that you know... :/
sarah: hahaha, yeppppppp. and the last time i cut was REALLY last year okay! eh i cant visit your blog):
my life would suck without you - kelly clarkson
Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let go
Oh yeah
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
haha, truthfully,
i would NEVER tell that to a guy.
but the day i do, you know he's my soulmate.
bye!
i want to take pretty pictures of trees
i want to bake
i want to take wonderful pictures of food
i want to create my own original recipe
i want to create my own dessert.
i want to make new friends
i want to play more tennis
i want to be fitter
i want to be thinner
i want to be taller
i want to forget things that i should have forgotten long ago
i want to love more
i want to be a better person
i want to have a more intersting blog, so i wont bore people to death
i want my friends to be happy
i want to protect the ones i love
in short, i want to be someone im not.
tag replies:
kelly: hahaha, well, stressful? hahaha, ehhhh i want your ms tan bio notes! how's your school?
brina: i want tennis! hahah:D
isaac: haha, sick what? haha. my ponytail's cute now. however, i look like an ahlian>:(
etcha: hahaha. aiyah, you secretly crush on me lah. i know HAHAHA! JOKE!
joel: hahaha, good that you know... :/
sarah: hahaha, yeppppppp. and the last time i cut was REALLY last year okay! eh i cant visit your blog):
my life would suck without you - kelly clarkson
Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let go
Oh yeah
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
haha, truthfully,
i would NEVER tell that to a guy.
but the day i do, you know he's my soulmate.
bye!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
cut my hair,
i asked for it to be "thinned" slightly.
(in chinese)
i think, either my chinese was so horrible that the china-man hairdresser couldnt understand,
or he preferred ah lians,
but oh my,
I FEEL BALD NOW
HE CUT LIKE SO MUCH AH!
THERE WAS SO MUCH HAIR ON THE FLOOR!
hahahah. but my ponytail's very cute now.
like, some anorexic ponytail.
HAHA, but it literally bounces as i walk.
(:
runaway train - busted.
Call you up in the middle of the night,
Like a firefly without a light,
You were there like a slow torch burning,
Was a key that could use a little turning.
So tired that I couldn't eat or sleep,
So many secrets I couldn't keep,
Promise myself I wouldn't breathe,
One more promise I couldn't keep.
It seems no one can help me now,
I'm in too deep there's no way out,
This time I have really,
Lead myself astray.
Runaway train never going back,
Runaway on a one way track,
Seems like we should be getting somewhere,
Somehow I'm neither here nor there.
Can you help me remember how to smile,
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile,
How on earth did I get so jaded,
Life's mystery seems so faded.
I can go where no one else can go,
I know what no one else knows,
Here I am just drowning in the rain,
With a ticket for a runaway train.
And everything is cold and dry,
Day and night earth and sky,
Somehow I just,
Don't believe it.
(yeah, yeah)
Runaway train never going back,
Runaway on a one way track,
Seems like I should be getting somewhere,
Somehow I'm neither here nor there.
Bought a ticket for a runaway train,
I came back there laughing at the rain,
A little out of touch a little insane,
Just easier than dealing with the pain.
Runaway train never going back,
Runaway on a one way track,
Seems like I should be getting somewhere,
Somehow I'm neither here nor there.
Runaway train never going back,
Runaway train's heading up the track,
Runaway train burning in my veins,
Runaway but it all seems the same.
i asked for it to be "thinned" slightly.
(in chinese)
i think, either my chinese was so horrible that the china-man hairdresser couldnt understand,
or he preferred ah lians,
but oh my,
I FEEL BALD NOW
HE CUT LIKE SO MUCH AH!
THERE WAS SO MUCH HAIR ON THE FLOOR!
hahahah. but my ponytail's very cute now.
like, some anorexic ponytail.
HAHA, but it literally bounces as i walk.
(:
runaway train - busted.
Call you up in the middle of the night,
Like a firefly without a light,
You were there like a slow torch burning,
Was a key that could use a little turning.
So tired that I couldn't eat or sleep,
So many secrets I couldn't keep,
Promise myself I wouldn't breathe,
One more promise I couldn't keep.
It seems no one can help me now,
I'm in too deep there's no way out,
This time I have really,
Lead myself astray.
Runaway train never going back,
Runaway on a one way track,
Seems like we should be getting somewhere,
Somehow I'm neither here nor there.
Can you help me remember how to smile,
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile,
How on earth did I get so jaded,
Life's mystery seems so faded.
I can go where no one else can go,
I know what no one else knows,
Here I am just drowning in the rain,
With a ticket for a runaway train.
And everything is cold and dry,
Day and night earth and sky,
Somehow I just,
Don't believe it.
(yeah, yeah)
Runaway train never going back,
Runaway on a one way track,
Seems like I should be getting somewhere,
Somehow I'm neither here nor there.
Bought a ticket for a runaway train,
I came back there laughing at the rain,
A little out of touch a little insane,
Just easier than dealing with the pain.
Runaway train never going back,
Runaway on a one way track,
Seems like I should be getting somewhere,
Somehow I'm neither here nor there.
Runaway train never going back,
Runaway train's heading up the track,
Runaway train burning in my veins,
Runaway but it all seems the same.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
oh gosh, mon&tue were tiring days.
wish i could fly,
wish i were superwoman.
im tired, im stressed.
and i feel like a bitch for complaining.
sorry all):
and gosh, my tiredness is so obvious in my pictures.
i wanted to post them, but blogger thinks my face shouldnt be shown.
not my fault then.
hahah.
im quite irritated by someone.
okay, with some people. and no you, wouldnt know who,
they arent cedarians.
gosh, sometimes, when you want something, you cant get it at all.
but when you DONT want ANYTHING, suddenly EVERYTHING comes to you.
damnnnnnnn. gonna go, bye!
without you - air supply ( BEST SONG!)
No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now its only fair that I should let you know
What you should know
I can't live if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give anymore
Can't live if living is without you
Can't give, I can't give anymore
No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
oh you left,
so quickly,
that you didnt even wait,
to hear the sound of my heart break.
from so much, now im on empty.
its going to be hard to trust, hard to believe.
it had nothing to do with me,
i know.
but dont you know, that you're living a lie?
wish i could fly,
wish i were superwoman.
im tired, im stressed.
and i feel like a bitch for complaining.
sorry all):
and gosh, my tiredness is so obvious in my pictures.
i wanted to post them, but blogger thinks my face shouldnt be shown.
not my fault then.
hahah.
im quite irritated by someone.
okay, with some people. and no you, wouldnt know who,
they arent cedarians.
gosh, sometimes, when you want something, you cant get it at all.
but when you DONT want ANYTHING, suddenly EVERYTHING comes to you.
damnnnnnnn. gonna go, bye!
without you - air supply ( BEST SONG!)
No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now its only fair that I should let you know
What you should know
I can't live if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give anymore
Can't live if living is without you
Can't give, I can't give anymore
No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
oh you left,
so quickly,
that you didnt even wait,
to hear the sound of my heart break.
from so much, now im on empty.
its going to be hard to trust, hard to believe.
it had nothing to do with me,
i know.
but dont you know, that you're living a lie?
Monday, February 16, 2009
i just realized why i think my valentine's day cupcakes failed.
i forgot to add baking soda for the second batch.
stuuuuuuupid
shitttt, etcha, your fault lah, distracting!
HAHAHAHA, joke.
bye!
i forgot to add baking soda for the second batch.
stuuuuuuupid
shitttt, etcha, your fault lah, distracting!
HAHAHAHA, joke.
bye!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
love is finding someone who thinks the same way as you.
love is falling down on ice.
love is not raising your voice at someone and making her cry (f- you)
love is sometimes, sooooo not for guys.
hey, happy belated valentine's everyone.
dont want to stay too long and betray my parent's trust.
anyway, i want to say, im over my emo period
i think i was probably just worrying too much:D
anyway, i think my cupcakes suckeddd.
so sorry everyone): ): ):
anyway gonna go now.
funny convos.
"do you know who's XX(someone's name) from your school?"
"yes, he's the biggest loser in __ (school's name)"
"oh and do you know YY(XX's friend)?"
"yeah, the second biggest loser in __"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
"if Z wasnt in the picture, i'd probably be like, okay, that's florence. let me, stay away from her.."
:D
thanks for everything(:
"haha, eh that guy in the orange shirt is hot too!"
"oh my god, no. at least the one in the black shirt was KINDA hot"
"hahah, you're so funny, you fall forward then backwards"
"i only reminded you, why did you raise your voice at me?"
bastard.
just give me a while, to find what i lost.
love is falling down on ice.
love is not raising your voice at someone and making her cry (f- you)
love is sometimes, sooooo not for guys.
hey, happy belated valentine's everyone.
dont want to stay too long and betray my parent's trust.
anyway, i want to say, im over my emo period
i think i was probably just worrying too much:D
anyway, i think my cupcakes suckeddd.
so sorry everyone): ): ):
anyway gonna go now.
funny convos.
"do you know who's XX(someone's name) from your school?"
"yes, he's the biggest loser in __ (school's name)"
"oh and do you know YY(XX's friend)?"
"yeah, the second biggest loser in __"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
"if Z wasnt in the picture, i'd probably be like, okay, that's florence. let me, stay away from her.."
:D
thanks for everything(:
"haha, eh that guy in the orange shirt is hot too!"
"oh my god, no. at least the one in the black shirt was KINDA hot"
"hahah, you're so funny, you fall forward then backwards"
"i only reminded you, why did you raise your voice at me?"
bastard.
just give me a while, to find what i lost.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
okay, i edited that post, cause it was really mean,
and actually, im not that concerned about it,
so i probably shouldnt be so bitchy.
HEH. no point burning bridges, esp when burning them might be unbeneficial to me.
(rah understands my point)
anyway. i just want to state how i dont like it when people come and tell me that i shouldnt be upset over things, im not even upset over!
its like, dude, shut up already..
hahaha. anyway,
bye!
and actually, im not that concerned about it,
so i probably shouldnt be so bitchy.
HEH. no point burning bridges, esp when burning them might be unbeneficial to me.
(rah understands my point)
anyway. i just want to state how i dont like it when people come and tell me that i shouldnt be upset over things, im not even upset over!
its like, dude, shut up already..
hahaha. anyway,
bye!
love is trees, leaves and flowers.
love is NOT omg-im-freaking-tired¬-feeling-well.
love is happy moments you wont forget.
omg, i suddenly have this freaking weird obsession about trees&how pretty they look.
it started because of lynn.
haha, we were discussing how we wanted to buy a camera,
and she said she didnt really want it for camwhoring.
she wanted to take pictures of like, non-human stuff.
and i told her, how i like taking pictures of treess!
ESPECIALLY THE LEAVES!
have you ever noticed how pretty trees are?
like, how the leaves have a thousand different shades,
and many many different colours.
PRETTY RIGHT!
leaves are cool, i mean they can change colour!
like, bright green, to deep green to yellow, then redish-brown and then brown.
its a feat even humans cant perform:D
heh, call me gay, but i think that trees are REALLY pretty.
:D dorothy doesnt really agree with my point):
but i think sher does though:D
HEH.
anyway, i want to tell __
i kinda understand how you feel.
i said the other day that i haven't had someone whom i treasured so much,
and took the friendship so seriously, that when it ended, i cried.
but then i remembered i did go through that before.
and all i have to say is that, thank god i broke it off,
cause if we were still friends now,
i wouldnt be who i am today.
anyway, i think, from like today onwards,
i shall super concentrate on my studies.
tournament's over, so i dont have an excuse to blog anymore.
excuse to myself that is.
so yeahhhhh, hopefully you dont see my next post,
cause that would mean im studying :/
anyway, i bought stuff today.
so now im broke, fat and not feeling very well.
michelle said: "you look sad, pissed and tired"
yes im sad&pissed that im so freaking behind in my studies,
and im goddamn tired.
hope ill enjoy valentine's day and NOT become tired and shitty when we go out together...><
EDITED
haha, anyway, gotta go
bye all!:D
to isaac:
haha, yeah we'll play soon, and btw, I SO owned YOU, its was SOO never the other way round! hahahaha, and oie shut up luh, fat is the new sexy!:D
love is NOT omg-im-freaking-tired¬-feeling-well.
love is happy moments you wont forget.
omg, i suddenly have this freaking weird obsession about trees&how pretty they look.
it started because of lynn.
haha, we were discussing how we wanted to buy a camera,
and she said she didnt really want it for camwhoring.
she wanted to take pictures of like, non-human stuff.
and i told her, how i like taking pictures of treess!
ESPECIALLY THE LEAVES!
have you ever noticed how pretty trees are?
like, how the leaves have a thousand different shades,
and many many different colours.
PRETTY RIGHT!
leaves are cool, i mean they can change colour!
like, bright green, to deep green to yellow, then redish-brown and then brown.
its a feat even humans cant perform:D
heh, call me gay, but i think that trees are REALLY pretty.
:D dorothy doesnt really agree with my point):
but i think sher does though:D
HEH.
anyway, i want to tell __
i kinda understand how you feel.
i said the other day that i haven't had someone whom i treasured so much,
and took the friendship so seriously, that when it ended, i cried.
but then i remembered i did go through that before.
and all i have to say is that, thank god i broke it off,
cause if we were still friends now,
i wouldnt be who i am today.
anyway, i think, from like today onwards,
i shall super concentrate on my studies.
tournament's over, so i dont have an excuse to blog anymore.
excuse to myself that is.
so yeahhhhh, hopefully you dont see my next post,
cause that would mean im studying :/
anyway, i bought stuff today.
so now im broke, fat and not feeling very well.
michelle said: "you look sad, pissed and tired"
yes im sad&pissed that im so freaking behind in my studies,
and im goddamn tired.
hope ill enjoy valentine's day and NOT become tired and shitty when we go out together...><
EDITED
haha, anyway, gotta go
bye all!:D
to isaac:
haha, yeah we'll play soon, and btw, I SO owned YOU, its was SOO never the other way round! hahahaha, and oie shut up luh, fat is the new sexy!:D
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
love is 9-0 up.
love is OMG-THAT-SUPER-HOTTTT-GUY-ON-THE-BUSSS! (HAHAHAHA)
love is like magic, it can sometimes be an illusion..
love is funny moments on the bus.
love is cheering you up.
love is HAVING THE BESTEST COACH& TEACHER IN CHARGE EVERRRRRRR!
hoho, hey you.
goshhh, im sooo tired now, so im not sure what im feeling.
happy/sad/ whatever.
hahah, i shall type the funny things i rmbb!
(on mon)
me: coachhhhhhh, can you come for wednessday?? dont care about NY lahhh, they not as important as us! :D
coach: i see how lah.
(today)
me: so coach, you leaving at 2.3o, huh? ):
coach: no lah, im staying
me: OMGGGGGGGG COACH ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY! hahaha, so what excuse did you give the NY people?
coach: haha, i just said cedar "si dou bu yao fang kai" (die also dont want to let me leave)
me: HAHAHAHAHAH YAY YOU'RE THE BEST COACH!
coach: haha, see lah, later the ny people get angry with you then you know.
HAHAHAHAHAHA, COACH IS LOOOOVE
yeah, played sm today.
ah, my match was kinda not interesting much.
no other comments.
yeah, won, then went to play tennis/squash with CRYS!
FREAKING FUNNNNNNNNY!
she's damn damn damn cute lah!
yeahhh, then the next part was just some damn emo part.
i dont really want to talk about it.
but you know, the feeling of being quitted upon,
really, really sucks.
big time.
anyway...
took 48 home with FW, ariel SY& rebecca.
HAAHHAHAHAHHAA I SWEAR, BUS RIDES ON SQUEEZYYY BUSSES ARE THE FUNNIEST!
and so we were being damn stupid together, and i kept hitting this old uncle's head.
whoops.
AND OHHHH, THE GUY IN FRONT OF ME WAS REALLY REALLY REALLY CUTE!
REALLY!
hahahahahaha, and i think he thought that we/i were/was really crazy..
but im just hoping he secretly thought we were cool.
hahah, secretly....
me: omg, did you see that guy? he was SOOOOOO cute!
ariel: yeah, he was quite cute, but he's young.
me: BUT HE's CUTE!
ariel: but he's young, meaning that he either failed jc/poly and is working now. either that or he's a lazy bum, just using his parent's money.
me:....... but he cute.... ):
HAHAHAAHA.
yeahhhhhh. then dinnered with kel&chloe&ariel..
arghh, i no mood to type alr, damn tired and all.
stinkyyyyyyyyy!
hahahah. shall gooo noww.
but i shall state what andy's pm is:
seriously, what a bastard.
omgggg, damn funny. i miss her luhh.
gonna bake with her on fridayyyyy
YAYYY
gonna gooo noww.
got shit alot to do.
bye all!
"basket lah, he kena choke thats why they couldnt make it in."
love is OMG-THAT-SUPER-HOTTTT-GUY-ON-THE-BUSSS! (HAHAHAHA)
love is like magic, it can sometimes be an illusion..
love is funny moments on the bus.
love is cheering you up.
love is HAVING THE BESTEST COACH& TEACHER IN CHARGE EVERRRRRRR!
hoho, hey you.
goshhh, im sooo tired now, so im not sure what im feeling.
happy/sad/ whatever.
hahah, i shall type the funny things i rmbb!
(on mon)
me: coachhhhhhh, can you come for wednessday?? dont care about NY lahhh, they not as important as us! :D
coach: i see how lah.
(today)
me: so coach, you leaving at 2.3o, huh? ):
coach: no lah, im staying
me: OMGGGGGGGG COACH ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY! hahaha, so what excuse did you give the NY people?
coach: haha, i just said cedar "si dou bu yao fang kai" (die also dont want to let me leave)
me: HAHAHAHAHAH YAY YOU'RE THE BEST COACH!
coach: haha, see lah, later the ny people get angry with you then you know.
HAHAHAHAHAHA, COACH IS LOOOOVE
yeah, played sm today.
ah, my match was kinda not interesting much.
no other comments.
yeah, won, then went to play tennis/squash with CRYS!
FREAKING FUNNNNNNNNY!
she's damn damn damn cute lah!
yeahhh, then the next part was just some damn emo part.
i dont really want to talk about it.
but you know, the feeling of being quitted upon,
really, really sucks.
big time.
anyway...
took 48 home with FW, ariel SY& rebecca.
HAAHHAHAHAHHAA I SWEAR, BUS RIDES ON SQUEEZYYY BUSSES ARE THE FUNNIEST!
and so we were being damn stupid together, and i kept hitting this old uncle's head.
whoops.
AND OHHHH, THE GUY IN FRONT OF ME WAS REALLY REALLY REALLY CUTE!
REALLY!
hahahahahaha, and i think he thought that we/i were/was really crazy..
but im just hoping he secretly thought we were cool.
hahah, secretly....
me: omg, did you see that guy? he was SOOOOOO cute!
ariel: yeah, he was quite cute, but he's young.
me: BUT HE's CUTE!
ariel: but he's young, meaning that he either failed jc/poly and is working now. either that or he's a lazy bum, just using his parent's money.
me:....... but he cute.... ):
HAHAHAAHA.
yeahhhhhh. then dinnered with kel&chloe&ariel..
arghh, i no mood to type alr, damn tired and all.
stinkyyyyyyyyy!
hahahah. shall gooo noww.
but i shall state what andy's pm is:
seriously, what a bastard.
omgggg, damn funny. i miss her luhh.
gonna bake with her on fridayyyyy
YAYYY
gonna gooo noww.
got shit alot to do.
bye all!
"basket lah, he kena choke thats why they couldnt make it in."
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
love is going for study dates but failing and going off topic a lot.
love is subway
love is what makes MY world go round.
hey you, fast post cause i know daddy's gonna come after my head with a chopping knife soon.
HAHA. yeahhhhhh.
anyway, school was quite okay luhhh,
haha, it was still the same, hiding from foo in the morning, being a graveyard class ect...
PE was REALLY physically tiring, i dont know why (no sacrasm here)
and had our group counselling session.
although we didnt really discuss much, i felt more relieved after it.
like i knew, if i were to ever want to commit suicide at 12 midnight, there would be someone there for me (:
however, i have some extremely bad impressions of some people now though.
haha, looks are deceiving, in MANY WAYS.
hahaha, etcha would soooo agree ;)
anddd we had double maths. ET was in a good mood, so not TOO bad.
met etcha for lunch&"study" cause she had no csp.
(YAY!:D )
went to subway, talked&ate.
then went to my house for dinner.
we talked about like, super many things, but MAINLY about two issues (HAHA, TRUE OKAY, TWO THINGS ONLY!)
and we came to a conclusion that those two issues, are really sucky, and we should just totally throw them away.
HAHA. btw, thanks for helping me see the light.
without you, i would have still been a fool.
hope you'll see your "light" soon :D <3
brina said" Hehe. I'm v busy lahh. Hehe, hols hols(: We'll play tennis. That is if someone doesnt over sleep again lah! HEHEHE"
OH MAN,
I MISS YOU TWO!
i want to meet her & play tennis with you again! ): ): ): ):
its been sooooooo long since i've had the chance to trash you lah! (HAHAHAHAAHA:D)
and i wanna show dulcy how pro i am compared to blackie! TEEHEE
my kitchen is like, waiting for me to bake the brownies
i super promise i'll really really REALLY wont oversleep okay!:D
hahahahaha, for dulcy, anything's cool! HAHAHAHA:P
come with her &support me for my spex match if you're free okay?:D
&bring MR! HAHAHAHAHA. joke!
anyway, i've gotta go alreadyy
still have like, SO MUCH to finish.
hahaha, stupid etchaaaa, scare me with her lousy storiess
BYE ALL!
jerk(S)
>:[
love is subway
love is what makes MY world go round.
hey you, fast post cause i know daddy's gonna come after my head with a chopping knife soon.
HAHA. yeahhhhhh.
anyway, school was quite okay luhhh,
haha, it was still the same, hiding from foo in the morning, being a graveyard class ect...
PE was REALLY physically tiring, i dont know why (no sacrasm here)
and had our group counselling session.
although we didnt really discuss much, i felt more relieved after it.
like i knew, if i were to ever want to commit suicide at 12 midnight, there would be someone there for me (:
however, i have some extremely bad impressions of some people now though.
haha, looks are deceiving, in MANY WAYS.
hahaha, etcha would soooo agree ;)
anddd we had double maths. ET was in a good mood, so not TOO bad.
met etcha for lunch&"study" cause she had no csp.
(YAY!:D )
went to subway, talked&ate.
then went to my house for dinner.
we talked about like, super many things, but MAINLY about two issues (HAHA, TRUE OKAY, TWO THINGS ONLY!)
and we came to a conclusion that those two issues, are really sucky, and we should just totally throw them away.
HAHA. btw, thanks for helping me see the light.
without you, i would have still been a fool.
hope you'll see your "light" soon :D <3
brina said" Hehe. I'm v busy lahh. Hehe, hols hols(: We'll play tennis. That is if someone doesnt over sleep again lah! HEHEHE"
OH MAN,
I MISS YOU TWO!
i want to meet her & play tennis with you again! ): ): ): ):
its been sooooooo long since i've had the chance to trash you lah! (HAHAHAHAAHA:D)
and i wanna show dulcy how pro i am compared to blackie! TEEHEE
my kitchen is like, waiting for me to bake the brownies
i super promise i'll really really REALLY wont oversleep okay!:D
hahahahaha, for dulcy, anything's cool! HAHAHAHA:P
come with her &support me for my spex match if you're free okay?:D
&bring MR! HAHAHAHAHA. joke!
anyway, i've gotta go alreadyy
still have like, SO MUCH to finish.
hahaha, stupid etchaaaa, scare me with her lousy storiess
BYE ALL!
jerk(S)
>:[
Monday, February 9, 2009
love is when you dont feel sad anything's over.
love is a wonderful partner, who's freaking hot&sexy.
love is taking meaningless walks just to remember memories.
heyy youu(:
i had a depressing start today.
esp since my weekend+friday was kinda REALLY screwyyyyy.
upset over something that i've realized i couldn't have helped, worrying about something that's probably nothing, having bad sleep& too much howework!
anywayyyy. morning was stupiddd.
i saw mrs foo, and i was FREAKING scared she'd catch me for my skirt,
so i did some dumb things, and joan&amanda thought it was really funny-.-
haha, okay, i admit, it was kinda funny... i feel so fugitive then!
yepp. okay skip skip skip to tournament.
played pl.
em&i were really scared for our match, esp after friday, and the "pushers" match.
we really lost A LOT of confidence. (esp me ): )
won 9-3 though, cause we were both playing "our style" and it rockedd! :D
emooooolaye is sooooooo hottt,
especially when she's on the court (HAHA RHYME!)
and since i was in serangoon, i wanted to visit someone, but that person didnt pick up:/
not fated thennn!
haha, took 317 back.
and on the bus, i saw this quote:
in love, it is always better to be disappointed, then to be constantly wondering.
and i was like whatttttttt?!?!
HAHAAHAHAHA, i really wanted to laugh out loud, but i controlled myself.
then i suddenly thought of somebody.
and i thought A LOT about THAT somebody.
so i decided to go somewhere.
i dont think anybody would understand what im going to say, and i doubt __ would read this.
so although i had a freaking tonnn of homework to do,
i made a detour, and walked from serangoon mrt to...
serangoon macs.
and on the way, i was remembering all the little lovely things
like the stupid&funny things that happened...
many have asked me the question,
so why the heck did you do that?!
haha, my answers are different everytime.
none of them are the whole truth (:
but neither were they lies.
but regardless of it all, i just want to say,
i really did mean every single i-love-you,
and that you were the bestest bestest.
i know what they thought of me,
and just for you to know, im really not that kind of person.
i had my reasons.
haha, so yeah, went to macs, and i kinda walked faster and faster as i approached,
and i was nearly running when i reached.
and i walked to THAT table,
and i almost, ALMOST thought you would be there.
but it was occupied by someone else, creating their own special memories.
(:
hahaha, i've finally had the courage to write that.
funny how life works eh?
i hope you're doing well now(:
and yeah, im back home now, reminiscing, thinking.
hahaha.
and surprisingly, im not upset about some other thing.
hahaha, im kinda in the okkayyyyyy,-so-what-now kinda mode.
and i do feel like asking you that.
haha, but i'd rather just wait and see.
but, whatever happens, im not gonna change into some weird other person,
&since you weren't exactly a huge part of my life up till only recently,
so this wouldnt make much of a difference to me.
yepppp,
anywayyy
love to you alllllllll, esp those who're always there for me,
telling me how pro& hot i am,
lending me their caps&getting water for me.
and no matter what
you all will be a biggggg part of me.
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!
btw, kelly FORCED ME TO DO THIS:
Kelly says:
type in your blog : ]
Fl. this time round, im the devil. says:
haha what?
Kelly says:
I LOVE KHOOWANYEEKELLY
now you see what she's really like!
lyrics:
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turibulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away
BYE!
love is a wonderful partner, who's freaking hot&sexy.
love is taking meaningless walks just to remember memories.
heyy youu(:
i had a depressing start today.
esp since my weekend+friday was kinda REALLY screwyyyyy.
upset over something that i've realized i couldn't have helped, worrying about something that's probably nothing, having bad sleep& too much howework!
anywayyyy. morning was stupiddd.
i saw mrs foo, and i was FREAKING scared she'd catch me for my skirt,
so i did some dumb things, and joan&amanda thought it was really funny-.-
haha, okay, i admit, it was kinda funny... i feel so fugitive then!
yepp. okay skip skip skip to tournament.
played pl.
em&i were really scared for our match, esp after friday, and the "pushers" match.
we really lost A LOT of confidence. (esp me ): )
won 9-3 though, cause we were both playing "our style" and it rockedd! :D
emooooolaye is sooooooo hottt,
especially when she's on the court (HAHA RHYME!)
and since i was in serangoon, i wanted to visit someone, but that person didnt pick up:/
not fated thennn!
haha, took 317 back.
and on the bus, i saw this quote:
in love, it is always better to be disappointed, then to be constantly wondering.
and i was like whatttttttt?!?!
HAHAAHAHAHA, i really wanted to laugh out loud, but i controlled myself.
then i suddenly thought of somebody.
and i thought A LOT about THAT somebody.
so i decided to go somewhere.
i dont think anybody would understand what im going to say, and i doubt __ would read this.
so although i had a freaking tonnn of homework to do,
i made a detour, and walked from serangoon mrt to...
serangoon macs.
and on the way, i was remembering all the little lovely things
like the stupid&funny things that happened...
many have asked me the question,
so why the heck did you do that?!
haha, my answers are different everytime.
none of them are the whole truth (:
but neither were they lies.
but regardless of it all, i just want to say,
i really did mean every single i-love-you,
and that you were the bestest bestest.
i know what they thought of me,
and just for you to know, im really not that kind of person.
i had my reasons.
haha, so yeah, went to macs, and i kinda walked faster and faster as i approached,
and i was nearly running when i reached.
and i walked to THAT table,
and i almost, ALMOST thought you would be there.
but it was occupied by someone else, creating their own special memories.
(:
hahaha, i've finally had the courage to write that.
funny how life works eh?
i hope you're doing well now(:
and yeah, im back home now, reminiscing, thinking.
hahaha.
and surprisingly, im not upset about some other thing.
hahaha, im kinda in the okkayyyyyy,-so-what-now kinda mode.
and i do feel like asking you that.
haha, but i'd rather just wait and see.
but, whatever happens, im not gonna change into some weird other person,
&since you weren't exactly a huge part of my life up till only recently,
so this wouldnt make much of a difference to me.
yepppp,
anywayyy
love to you alllllllll, esp those who're always there for me,
telling me how pro& hot i am,
lending me their caps&getting water for me.
and no matter what
you all will be a biggggg part of me.
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!
btw, kelly FORCED ME TO DO THIS:
Kelly says:
type in your blog : ]
Fl. this time round, im the devil. says:
haha what?
Kelly says:
I LOVE KHOOWANYEEKELLY
now you see what she's really like!
lyrics:
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turibulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away
BYE!
Saturday, February 7, 2009
okay
i saw something, and i finally sat down,
and thought it through.
every single bitty damn thing, every action, every mistake
and i just have to say:
what the fuck.
yeah, more or less.
i dont really know what to say.
life's like that.
you get a minute of happiness and 100000 hours of disappointments.
we had a chance.
im not going to tell you,
how sucky it felt.
it really cut deeeeeep.
i could see it in their eyes.
i know what they thought.
her fault.
i dont know how else to continue, and what else to say,
but i hope you'll read this, and i dont have to tell you how i feel.
so what set off all this fucked up feelings?
should i show you?
haha, if you're observant enough, you'll see it.
if you're not, and you dont understand anything,
well, not my problem.
i love you, a lot.
thanks for everything, thanks for being there,
and being the best, when im not
bye all.
wtf do i say to this?
i saw something, and i finally sat down,
and thought it through.
every single bitty damn thing, every action, every mistake
and i just have to say:
what the fuck.
yeah, more or less.
i dont really know what to say.
life's like that.
you get a minute of happiness and 100000 hours of disappointments.
we had a chance.
im not going to tell you,
how sucky it felt.
it really cut deeeeeep.
i could see it in their eyes.
i know what they thought.
her fault.
i dont know how else to continue, and what else to say,
but i hope you'll read this, and i dont have to tell you how i feel.
so what set off all this fucked up feelings?
should i show you?
haha, if you're observant enough, you'll see it.
if you're not, and you dont understand anything,
well, not my problem.
i love you, a lot.
thanks for everything, thanks for being there,
and being the best, when im not
bye all.
HOW MANY SCHOOLS HAVE YOU WON NOW? Lucky bitch you got the easy draw!
excerpt from new moon, by stefanie meyer.
"where you are is the right place for me"
"im no good for you, bella"
"dont be ridiculous," i wanted to sound angry, but it sounded like i was begging. "you're the very best part of my life"
"my world is not for you," he said grimly.
....
"bella, i dont want you to come with me." he spoke the words slowsly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as i absorbed what he was really saying.
there was a pause as i repeated the words in my head a few times, sifting through them for their real intent.
"you...dont...want me?" i tried the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.
"no."
i stared, uncomprehendingly, into his eyes. he stared back without apology. his eyes were like topaz-- hard and clear and very deep. i felt like i could see into them for miles and miles, yet nowhere in their bottomless depths could i see a contradiction to the word he's just spoken.
"well, that changes things." i was surprised by how calm and reasonable my voice sounded. it must be because i was so numb. i couldnt realize what he was telling me. it didnt make any sense.
he looked away into the trees as he spoke again. "of course ill always love you... in a way. but what happened the other night made me realize its time for a change. because im... tired of pretending to be something im not, bella. i am not human." he looked back, and the icy planes of his perfect face were not human. " ive let this go on for much too long, and im sorry for that."
"dont." my voice was just a whisper now; awareness was beginning to seep through me, trickling like acid through my veins. "dont do this."
he started at me, and u could see from his eyes that my words were far too late. he already had.
" you're not good for me, bella" he turned his earlier words around, and so i had no argument. how well i knew that i wasnt good enough for him.
i opened my mouth to say something, and then closed it again. he waited patiently, his face wiped clean of all emotion. i tried again.
if..thats what you want."
he nodded once.
....
it will be as if i never existed, he promised me.
---------------------
this part never fails to make me cry.
hahaha, goshhhh, ive slept soo much today, but im still so tired.
haha, tuition tomorrow, at 7am.
yeah, wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i know.
im current very worried about something.
lets see if you can guess.
i have 3bruises that appeared out of no where,
im feeling fatigued, weak and tired.
i have headaches sometimes
recently, i found it difficult to swallow.
hahah maybe its something, maybe its nothing (:
bye noww
"so what if nothing comes out of this? will you be sad?"
"nope, ill just be disappointed."
"disappointed? why not sad?"
"because life often turns out this way."
"where you are is the right place for me"
"im no good for you, bella"
"dont be ridiculous," i wanted to sound angry, but it sounded like i was begging. "you're the very best part of my life"
"my world is not for you," he said grimly.
....
"bella, i dont want you to come with me." he spoke the words slowsly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as i absorbed what he was really saying.
there was a pause as i repeated the words in my head a few times, sifting through them for their real intent.
"you...dont...want me?" i tried the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.
"no."
i stared, uncomprehendingly, into his eyes. he stared back without apology. his eyes were like topaz-- hard and clear and very deep. i felt like i could see into them for miles and miles, yet nowhere in their bottomless depths could i see a contradiction to the word he's just spoken.
"well, that changes things." i was surprised by how calm and reasonable my voice sounded. it must be because i was so numb. i couldnt realize what he was telling me. it didnt make any sense.
he looked away into the trees as he spoke again. "of course ill always love you... in a way. but what happened the other night made me realize its time for a change. because im... tired of pretending to be something im not, bella. i am not human." he looked back, and the icy planes of his perfect face were not human. " ive let this go on for much too long, and im sorry for that."
"dont." my voice was just a whisper now; awareness was beginning to seep through me, trickling like acid through my veins. "dont do this."
he started at me, and u could see from his eyes that my words were far too late. he already had.
" you're not good for me, bella" he turned his earlier words around, and so i had no argument. how well i knew that i wasnt good enough for him.
i opened my mouth to say something, and then closed it again. he waited patiently, his face wiped clean of all emotion. i tried again.
if..thats what you want."
he nodded once.
....
it will be as if i never existed, he promised me.
---------------------
this part never fails to make me cry.
hahaha, goshhhh, ive slept soo much today, but im still so tired.
haha, tuition tomorrow, at 7am.
yeah, wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i know.
im current very worried about something.
lets see if you can guess.
i have 3bruises that appeared out of no where,
im feeling fatigued, weak and tired.
i have headaches sometimes
recently, i found it difficult to swallow.
hahah maybe its something, maybe its nothing (:
bye noww
"so what if nothing comes out of this? will you be sad?"
"nope, ill just be disappointed."
"disappointed? why not sad?"
"because life often turns out this way."
Friday, February 6, 2009
love is pretty pink helium balloons
love is lunch consisting of youghuru& mr bean pancake
:D
hey you, i super want to blog about today,
cause it was sooo funny.
hahaha. went for traininggg.
i swear, darryl grew taller.
yeah..
anyway, i was just asking darryl,
how do you know if a guy likes you.
and he said:
"well, if he doesnt insult you. for example, he wont tell you, florence i think you eyes are really small."
HAHA, i was like: DARRRRYLLLLLLLLLL! ARE MY EYES REALLY THAT SMALL?!
d: yes.
so i asked justin, nick & gaston whether my eyes were small.
and they said: yesyes, so small i cant even see them.
OMGGGGG.
i turned to coach and asked: coach, they're bullying meee. are my eyes really that small?
coach: eh, dont bully her anymore luh.... but actually, your eyes are really small, you need toothpicks to open them bigger.
WHOALAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
and everyone started laughing like no one's business.
HAHAHAHAHA, freaking retarrrrded.
yeah, then darryl went on teasing me, and so i said
EH DARRYL YOU DAMN GAY CAN!
then it changed to:
DARRYL, OMG YOU'RE DAMN IRRITATING!
hahahah, and nick was like,
why your vocabulary so limited one,
only have gay and irritating.
HAHAH, damnit,
i really hate it when tricia's not here.
then its like 5 guys, 2 girls.
and stef's like kinda quiet, so i ALWAYS get bullied.
lunched with nickyy.
he says my pink balloon is so childish, and he almost forced me to stuff it in my bag:(
hahah, i more or less treated him to lunch cause he didnt bring money:/
pfffffffffft. hahahhha and he didnt want to give me a bite of his cookie.
irrrrrrritating.
hahah, i told mum about darryl&my small eyes,
and she laughed like crazy too.
blarghhhhhhh.
hahhhahah, the whole world likes to bully me, lah.
HAHA, gotta go nowwww.
aching all overrrr :O
BYE
love is lunch consisting of youghuru& mr bean pancake
:D
hey you, i super want to blog about today,
cause it was sooo funny.
hahaha. went for traininggg.
i swear, darryl grew taller.
yeah..
anyway, i was just asking darryl,
how do you know if a guy likes you.
and he said:
"well, if he doesnt insult you. for example, he wont tell you, florence i think you eyes are really small."
HAHA, i was like: DARRRRYLLLLLLLLLL! ARE MY EYES REALLY THAT SMALL?!
d: yes.
so i asked justin, nick & gaston whether my eyes were small.
and they said: yesyes, so small i cant even see them.
OMGGGGG.
i turned to coach and asked: coach, they're bullying meee. are my eyes really that small?
coach: eh, dont bully her anymore luh.... but actually, your eyes are really small, you need toothpicks to open them bigger.
WHOALAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
and everyone started laughing like no one's business.
HAHAHAHAHA, freaking retarrrrded.
yeah, then darryl went on teasing me, and so i said
EH DARRYL YOU DAMN GAY CAN!
then it changed to:
DARRYL, OMG YOU'RE DAMN IRRITATING!
hahahah, and nick was like,
why your vocabulary so limited one,
only have gay and irritating.
HAHAH, damnit,
i really hate it when tricia's not here.
then its like 5 guys, 2 girls.
and stef's like kinda quiet, so i ALWAYS get bullied.
lunched with nickyy.
he says my pink balloon is so childish, and he almost forced me to stuff it in my bag:(
hahah, i more or less treated him to lunch cause he didnt bring money:/
pfffffffffft. hahahhha and he didnt want to give me a bite of his cookie.
irrrrrrritating.
hahah, i told mum about darryl&my small eyes,
and she laughed like crazy too.
blarghhhhhhh.
hahhhahah, the whole world likes to bully me, lah.
HAHA, gotta go nowwww.
aching all overrrr :O
BYE
love is when your partner and you, laugh at invent a new tactic for tennis<3
love is when you know when your partner wants to be left alone
love is when you know, whatever happens, she'll still love you. (HAHA, hopefully(: )
hoho, im tired,
im sleepy, im stinky,
but im here to update you on my life.
haha, honored eh?;D
yeah, played ij today,
no comments.
hahahaha ;)
mmmmmmmmhm.
today was a funny day lah, but im lazy to think of all the funny quotes
anyway, just gonna go sleep luh.
i have training tomorrrrrow. hahahaha.
I WANT TO SEE YH! I MISS HIM!
HAHAHAHAAH, N TOOOO!
hahaha, this is gayness personified.
HAHA.
hope tricia comes, and CM too:D
AND OH, this is what mdm audra said of my essay!
dear florence,
received with much thanks. attached is the amended piece.
its a little melodramatic at the o levels but its fine for a piece of imaginative literature. if such a topic came out at the o levels, just stop at the hating and longing part. you have a natural flair for the language, florence, keep it up!
HAHA, how sexy is that?
suuuuuuuper. (:
love is when you know when your partner wants to be left alone
love is when you know, whatever happens, she'll still love you. (HAHA, hopefully(: )
hoho, im tired,
im sleepy, im stinky,
but im here to update you on my life.
haha, honored eh?;D
yeah, played ij today,
no comments.
hahahaha ;)
mmmmmmmmhm.
today was a funny day lah, but im lazy to think of all the funny quotes
anyway, just gonna go sleep luh.
i have training tomorrrrrow. hahahaha.
I WANT TO SEE YH! I MISS HIM!
HAHAHAHAAH, N TOOOO!
hahaha, this is gayness personified.
HAHA.
hope tricia comes, and CM too:D
AND OH, this is what mdm audra said of my essay!
dear florence,
received with much thanks. attached is the amended piece.
its a little melodramatic at the o levels but its fine for a piece of imaginative literature. if such a topic came out at the o levels, just stop at the hating and longing part. you have a natural flair for the language, florence, keep it up!
HAHA, how sexy is that?
suuuuuuuper. (:
I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why
Slow it down
make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
'cuz it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
to be something I'm not
I'm a fool
out of love
'cuz I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why
I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show
The sun is hot
in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
and synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
they've got a ticket to that show
Yeah
hahah, thanks to rachel for the song title
so tell me, im waiting, for nothing?
Thursday, February 5, 2009
love is when you force yourself to wake up at 7 am every morning so you could spend time with him/her.
love is giving and taking and sacrifice between two people.
love gets you through the toughest of times.
love is the motivation for staying away till 2 am in the morning on a week night, just so you could spend time with each other.
love is allowing yourself to get teased(brutally), because you know the other person will feel happy.
love is when you remember funny things someone said, no matter how insignificant they were, and smile to yourself throughout the day(:
hahah, im just gonna continue defining love for you all:D
okay, they aren't really super accurate definitions you will find in the oxford dictionary,
but they're mine.
so yeppppp.
anyway, funny things that made me happy& laugh-y! (not really referring to my love definitions btw...)
sarah comments on my commonwealth essay:
the name from BOB suddenly changed to HENRY
let me help you understand that part.
.....
Henry was the most talented swimmer in my school, and he was blessed with extremely good looks. That coupled with the muscular body gotten from swimming, and gentlemanly manners that came from his good upbringing, made Henry the most desirable guy in my school. Every girl was smitten with him, and I was no different. One day, while I was making my way home, I passed by my school’s swimming pool. I saw a solitary figure in the water, swimming to and fro repeatedly. Curious, I paused by the pool and tried to make out who it was. Straining my neck, and concentrating so hard, I totally missed the fact that my wheel chair was slipping, and I was slowly headed towards the pool. Suddenly, my world was a myriad of colors and bubbles. I had fallen into the pool!
.....
HAHAHA, i forgot the name, cause i went back to edit the first part.
so yeahhhhhhh. i kept secretly smiling to myself, because i sent that copy to mdm audra.
shittte.
simin said:
and i was so shocked, i screamed all the way from the first level to the 12th level!
HAHAAHAAHHAHA
she's soooo cute luh.
we were talking about cockroaches, and how disgustingly scary they are:/
and bobo said:
huhhhhh, if not then im going to chop you into pieces.
ahaha, i dont want to say what that part was about, cause kinda sensitive ah.
but it was freaking funny.
issac says:
so yepp.
isaac secretly thinks im cool!
SO HAPPPPPPPPPPPY!
All the love in the world - the corrs <3 ( i <3>
Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
love is giving and taking and sacrifice between two people.
love gets you through the toughest of times.
love is the motivation for staying away till 2 am in the morning on a week night, just so you could spend time with each other.
love is allowing yourself to get teased(brutally), because you know the other person will feel happy.
love is when you remember funny things someone said, no matter how insignificant they were, and smile to yourself throughout the day(:
hahah, im just gonna continue defining love for you all:D
okay, they aren't really super accurate definitions you will find in the oxford dictionary,
but they're mine.
so yeppppp.
anyway, funny things that made me happy& laugh-y! (not really referring to my love definitions btw...)
sarah comments on my commonwealth essay:
the name from BOB suddenly changed to HENRY
let me help you understand that part.
.....
Henry was the most talented swimmer in my school, and he was blessed with extremely good looks. That coupled with the muscular body gotten from swimming, and gentlemanly manners that came from his good upbringing, made Henry the most desirable guy in my school. Every girl was smitten with him, and I was no different. One day, while I was making my way home, I passed by my school’s swimming pool. I saw a solitary figure in the water, swimming to and fro repeatedly. Curious, I paused by the pool and tried to make out who it was. Straining my neck, and concentrating so hard, I totally missed the fact that my wheel chair was slipping, and I was slowly headed towards the pool. Suddenly, my world was a myriad of colors and bubbles. I had fallen into the pool!
.....
HAHAHA, i forgot the name, cause i went back to edit the first part.
so yeahhhhhhh. i kept secretly smiling to myself, because i sent that copy to mdm audra.
shittte.
simin said:
and i was so shocked, i screamed all the way from the first level to the 12th level!
HAHAAHAAHHAHA
she's soooo cute luh.
we were talking about cockroaches, and how disgustingly scary they are:/
and bobo said:
huhhhhh, if not then im going to chop you into pieces.
ahaha, i dont want to say what that part was about, cause kinda sensitive ah.
but it was freaking funny.
issac says:
| Fl baby just say yes. | HAHAHAHAHA |
| Fl baby just say yes. | YOU ARE SUCH AN IDIOT |
| Fl baby just say yes. | hahaha |
| Fl baby just say yes. | i more meng meh? |
| Fl baby just say yes. | is that a compliment?:D |
| speedover | o_o |
| speedover | something like that |
| speedover | don't get your hopes up though |
| Fl baby just say yes. | hahahhahaah |
| Fl baby just say yes. | HOHO ISAAC COMPLEEEEEEEEEEEEMENTED ME! |
isaac secretly thinks im cool!
SO HAPPPPPPPPPPPY!
All the love in the world - the corrs <3 ( i <3>
Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friends, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say.
Still I believe I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...
Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it - I have no hesitation
My imagination just stole me away
...
gonna go now, bye all!
sis said: its not worth it, if he isnt going to say anything.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
helllo(:
my mood's currently happy.
kinda different from how my day started out.
:/
been sleeping late last few nights.
soooo, actually, i didnt feel well today.
dizzzzzzy and felt like puking.
hahaha, but i ignored it luh.
match today.
lost 7-9, but im happy,
because we lost 4/2-9 last year.
(:
thanks to darling, for her encouragement.
HAHA.
loved your slice. (dont love you though!)
yeahhh. went back with crys!
hahahaha, she's damn funny ah.
rubbbish like anything.
anyway, dulcy tagged me to do this on facebook..
Tagged by Dulcena Yen
001. Real name → Florence Goh Jia Hui
002. Nickname(s)→ Flo, Ahrence. Cow( COW FART CAUSES GLOBAL WARMING!)
003. Star sign → LIBRA!
004. Male or female → hahahah, can i say i dont know? female i hope? HAHAHAA
005. Elementary → Haig Girls (NOT, hate girls... -.-)
006. Middle School → Cedar Girls'
007. High School → idk yet?
008. Hair color → Black
009. Long or short → ah, meeedium?
010. Loud or Quiet → (VERY) LOUD :D
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera → phone
013. Health freak → hahaha, used to be...
014. Drink or Smoke? → hahah, drank, WILL NEVER SMOKE!
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → hahah, maybe.
016. Eat or Drink → Eat
017. Piercings → Ear
018. Tattoos → there's one on my heart that says: EMILY'S MY WIFE! (HAHA, coach said we're married anyway:D )
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane→ uh, DUH?
020. Been in a relationship → uh huh.
021. Been in a car accident → sadly, yessss.
022. Been in a fist fight → hahahah, i've slapped ( and been slapped) by caroline. counted?
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → when i was 12..
024. First best friend → i've yet to consider anyone as my true best friend
025. First award → Errrrrr. primary 1 merit bursary something
026. First crush → HAHA, it was in kindergarden. i think john or johnathan something
028. First vacation → umm, not sure. malaysia most probably
LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → COACH ALVIN! :D :D
030. Last person you texted → bobo
031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with → etcha&andy
032. Last food you ate → TAIWANESE JELLY SNACK! <3>
033. Last movie you watched → bedtime stories! ( I LOVE BUGSY!)
034. Last song you listened to → If you're not the one - daniel beddingfield
035. Last thing you bought → astons dinner? (technically, mum paid for it)
036. Last person you hugged → hahahaha EMILYYYYYY CHIAAAAA! DARLINGGG!
FAVES:
037. Food → CHOCOLATE& ALOT MORE
038. Drinks → mmmhmm, hot chocolate?
039. Clothing → Dressesss!
040. Books → used to be twilight. until i got sick of edward.
041. Musics → old love songs/ballads?
042. Flower → Red rose:D
043. Colors → PINKK!
044. Movies → hahaha, idk...
045. Positions → hahaha, first lah. what else?
046. Subjects → ANYTHING BUT CHINESE!
IN 2008..... I
047. [ ] Kissed in the snow (i didnt know singapore had snow.. )
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation ( HAHA YES, someone asked if i was les!)
052. [ ] came out of the closet( i dont think i spend my time hiding in my closet?)
053. [ ] gotten pregnant(righttttt.....)
054. [ ] had an abortion(RIGHTTTTTTT....)
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [x] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [x] ran a mile
065. [x]went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [ ] stay single the whole year
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Nothing
068. Drinking → Nothing
069. I'm about to → bathe and do work?
070. Listening to → ahahaha, nothing. but love story by taylor swift's playing in my head..
071. Plans for today → finishhhhhhhhhh all my homeworrrkkkk):
072. Waiting for → someone to reply me
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → DEFINITELY
074. Want to get married? → HAHA, i wouldnt have kids if i didnt get married..
075. Careers in mind → I've always secretly hoped i could be a cook..
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
076. Lips or eyes → hahahah, for now, its eyes....
077. Shorter or taller? → Taller (a guy shorter than me? shorter than 156?!_
078. Romantic or spontaneous → SPONTANEOUS! he has to get high with me! HAHA
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → hahah, i dont knoww. never thought it was important much
080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship, DUH UH!
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → hahaha, someone in the middle
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → hahahah, i dont lose my glasses, i break them.
084. Ran away from home → Thought about it...
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → hahaha knives are meant for cooking, not killing....
086. Killed somebody → well, if i did, i probably wouldnt admit it, right? :/
087. Broken someone's heart → hahah. i didnt have the chance/right to ask him
088. Been arrested → HAHA, me?! im so guai. i'd probably be arrested for being too nerdy....
089. Cried when someone died → yes. although i didnt know the person, and i wasnt crying FOR that person..
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → HAHAHAHA, what kind of stupid question is this? YES LUH!
091. Miracles → HAHAHA, i believe that someday, emily could be called smart! HAHA JOKE. yes luh, yes.
092. Love at first sight → yeppp. im a romantic at heartt.
093. Heaven → GOD IS THE BESTEST!
094. Santa Claus → HAHA, i dont think so.
095. Sex on the first date → EW. EW. EW.
096. Kiss on the first date → hahaha. not really?
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → hahah. yes..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → YESSSSSSSS! IM SUPER HAPPY:D
099. Do you believe in God → YEPPP!
100. This is the 100th and last → Huh? i dont get it. hahaha. i guess so?
HAHA.
anywayy, i realized something yesterday.
hahaha, i actually have the taiwanese jelly snack thingy in my house.
im not sure whether i blogged about it before,
but for the past two years,
i have been wanting to buy the taiwanese snack thingy from chinatown.
and every time we go to chinatown, i ask daddy whether we can buy it.
and he says no EVERYTIME we walk past a stall selling the snacks.
(thats a lot of times, cause the snack's being sold practially everywhere at chinatown)
and i would pout at mummy, but she would be like, listen to daddy luh ):
and yesterday, i was feeling hungry,
and i saw this pink box on my dining table.
and i opened it,
AND SAW THE LOVELY JELLYYY!
HAHAHAAHAH. mum told me she bought it like,
BEFORE chinese new year,
and i haven't noticed it all this while!
HAHAHAHA. coooool eh?
anyway ive gotta go luh.
GOT SO MUCH TO DOOOO!
and btw, i realized my previous post's wierd.
the last part isnt meant be so secretive.
HAHA.
BYE, MISS ME!<3
my mood's currently happy.
kinda different from how my day started out.
:/
been sleeping late last few nights.
soooo, actually, i didnt feel well today.
dizzzzzzy and felt like puking.
hahaha, but i ignored it luh.
match today.
lost 7-9, but im happy,
because we lost 4/2-9 last year.
(:
thanks to darling, for her encouragement.
HAHA.
loved your slice. (dont love you though!)
yeahhh. went back with crys!
hahahaha, she's damn funny ah.
rubbbish like anything.
anyway, dulcy tagged me to do this on facebook..
Tagged by Dulcena Yen
001. Real name → Florence Goh Jia Hui
002. Nickname(s)→ Flo, Ahrence. Cow( COW FART CAUSES GLOBAL WARMING!)
003. Star sign → LIBRA!
004. Male or female → hahahah, can i say i dont know? female i hope? HAHAHAA
005. Elementary → Haig Girls (NOT, hate girls... -.-)
006. Middle School → Cedar Girls'
007. High School → idk yet?
008. Hair color → Black
009. Long or short → ah, meeedium?
010. Loud or Quiet → (VERY) LOUD :D
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera → phone
013. Health freak → hahaha, used to be...
014. Drink or Smoke? → hahah, drank, WILL NEVER SMOKE!
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → hahah, maybe.
016. Eat or Drink → Eat
017. Piercings → Ear
018. Tattoos → there's one on my heart that says: EMILY'S MY WIFE! (HAHA, coach said we're married anyway:D )
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane→ uh, DUH?
020. Been in a relationship → uh huh.
021. Been in a car accident → sadly, yessss.
022. Been in a fist fight → hahahah, i've slapped ( and been slapped) by caroline. counted?
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → when i was 12..
024. First best friend → i've yet to consider anyone as my true best friend
025. First award → Errrrrr. primary 1 merit bursary something
026. First crush → HAHA, it was in kindergarden. i think john or johnathan something
028. First vacation → umm, not sure. malaysia most probably
LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → COACH ALVIN! :D :D
030. Last person you texted → bobo
031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with → etcha&andy
032. Last food you ate → TAIWANESE JELLY SNACK! <3>
033. Last movie you watched → bedtime stories! ( I LOVE BUGSY!)
034. Last song you listened to → If you're not the one - daniel beddingfield
035. Last thing you bought → astons dinner? (technically, mum paid for it)
036. Last person you hugged → hahahaha EMILYYYYYY CHIAAAAA! DARLINGGG!
FAVES:
037. Food → CHOCOLATE& ALOT MORE
038. Drinks → mmmhmm, hot chocolate?
039. Clothing → Dressesss!
040. Books → used to be twilight. until i got sick of edward.
041. Musics → old love songs/ballads?
042. Flower → Red rose:D
043. Colors → PINKK!
044. Movies → hahaha, idk...
045. Positions → hahaha, first lah. what else?
046. Subjects → ANYTHING BUT CHINESE!
IN 2008..... I
047. [ ] Kissed in the snow (i didnt know singapore had snow.. )
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation ( HAHA YES, someone asked if i was les!)
052. [ ] came out of the closet( i dont think i spend my time hiding in my closet?)
053. [ ] gotten pregnant(righttttt.....)
054. [ ] had an abortion(RIGHTTTTTTT....)
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [x] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [x] ran a mile
065. [x]went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [ ] stay single the whole year
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Nothing
068. Drinking → Nothing
069. I'm about to → bathe and do work?
070. Listening to → ahahaha, nothing. but love story by taylor swift's playing in my head..
071. Plans for today → finishhhhhhhhhh all my homeworrrkkkk):
072. Waiting for → someone to reply me
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → DEFINITELY
074. Want to get married? → HAHA, i wouldnt have kids if i didnt get married..
075. Careers in mind → I've always secretly hoped i could be a cook..
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
076. Lips or eyes → hahahah, for now, its eyes....
077. Shorter or taller? → Taller (a guy shorter than me? shorter than 156?!_
078. Romantic or spontaneous → SPONTANEOUS! he has to get high with me! HAHA
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → hahah, i dont knoww. never thought it was important much
080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship, DUH UH!
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → hahaha, someone in the middle
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → hahahah, i dont lose my glasses, i break them.
084. Ran away from home → Thought about it...
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → hahaha knives are meant for cooking, not killing....
086. Killed somebody → well, if i did, i probably wouldnt admit it, right? :/
087. Broken someone's heart → hahah. i didnt have the chance/right to ask him
088. Been arrested → HAHA, me?! im so guai. i'd probably be arrested for being too nerdy....
089. Cried when someone died → yes. although i didnt know the person, and i wasnt crying FOR that person..
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → HAHAHAHA, what kind of stupid question is this? YES LUH!
091. Miracles → HAHAHA, i believe that someday, emily could be called smart! HAHA JOKE. yes luh, yes.
092. Love at first sight → yeppp. im a romantic at heartt.
093. Heaven → GOD IS THE BESTEST!
094. Santa Claus → HAHA, i dont think so.
095. Sex on the first date → EW. EW. EW.
096. Kiss on the first date → hahaha. not really?
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → hahah. yes..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → YESSSSSSSS! IM SUPER HAPPY:D
099. Do you believe in God → YEPPP!
100. This is the 100th and last → Huh? i dont get it. hahaha. i guess so?
HAHA.
anywayy, i realized something yesterday.
hahaha, i actually have the taiwanese jelly snack thingy in my house.
im not sure whether i blogged about it before,
but for the past two years,
i have been wanting to buy the taiwanese snack thingy from chinatown.
and every time we go to chinatown, i ask daddy whether we can buy it.
and he says no EVERYTIME we walk past a stall selling the snacks.
(thats a lot of times, cause the snack's being sold practially everywhere at chinatown)
and i would pout at mummy, but she would be like, listen to daddy luh ):
and yesterday, i was feeling hungry,
and i saw this pink box on my dining table.
and i opened it,
AND SAW THE LOVELY JELLYYY!
HAHAHAAHAH. mum told me she bought it like,
BEFORE chinese new year,
and i haven't noticed it all this while!
HAHAHAHA. coooool eh?
anyway ive gotta go luh.
GOT SO MUCH TO DOOOO!
and btw, i realized my previous post's wierd.
the last part isnt meant be so secretive.
HAHA.
BYE, MISS ME!<3
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
mmm.
what if, one day, the one you loved the most, left you?
will you have,
the strength to continue?
the courage to walk each step,
regardless of the crippling pain in your heart?
would you be able to talk,
with that tightness in your throat every moment?
would you be able to listen to music,
when every song reminded your love?
would life,
really matter to you,
from that point onwards?
i dont know the answers.
neither do i ever want to.
Pain never seemed so close, so near,so real.
i missed the hurt you hid behind your eyes.
never noticed how your laugh was pained,
that you had secrets.
if i could, i would hold you,
i wouldn't let you hurt, or cry.
ill hold you dear,
make you smile
i'd want to show you that,
life's better than that.
hey. as you can see im in no mood to laugh and be happy on my blog.
im not gonna say much.
try reading between the lyrics, the words, the lines.
you'll probably understand better that way.
Pieces Of Me - Ashlee Simpson
On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me
Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
....
Fool Again - Westlife
Baby
I know the story,
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me
What's the secret
That you've been hiding
...
Baby
You should have called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly
You never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care
....
For You I Will - Teddy Geiger ( LOVE HIM! )
Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.
What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me
i'll cry for you,
for the future,
for the fact that,
nothing good ever lasts.
so we'll just have to make do,
with the moment,
before time passes away too fast,
let me tell you now
how much i love you,
so i wont regret
when i've missed the chance to.
what if, one day, the one you loved the most, left you?
will you have,
the strength to continue?
the courage to walk each step,
regardless of the crippling pain in your heart?
would you be able to talk,
with that tightness in your throat every moment?
would you be able to listen to music,
when every song reminded your love?
would life,
really matter to you,
from that point onwards?
i dont know the answers.
neither do i ever want to.
Pain never seemed so close, so near,so real.
i missed the hurt you hid behind your eyes.
never noticed how your laugh was pained,
that you had secrets.
if i could, i would hold you,
i wouldn't let you hurt, or cry.
ill hold you dear,
make you smile
i'd want to show you that,
life's better than that.
hey. as you can see im in no mood to laugh and be happy on my blog.
im not gonna say much.
try reading between the lyrics, the words, the lines.
you'll probably understand better that way.
Pieces Of Me - Ashlee Simpson
On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me
Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
....
Fool Again - Westlife
Baby
I know the story,
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me
What's the secret
That you've been hiding
...
Baby
You should have called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly
You never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care
....
For You I Will - Teddy Geiger ( LOVE HIM! )
Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.
What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me
i'll cry for you,
for the future,
for the fact that,
nothing good ever lasts.
so we'll just have to make do,
with the moment,
before time passes away too fast,
let me tell you now
how much i love you,
so i wont regret
when i've missed the chance to.
Monday, February 2, 2009
hey.
first match today!
yepp. won 9-1 with DARLINGGGGGGG! (emmewelly)
and won 3-2 over all (crys, ness)
hahah,
after, DARLINGGGG & i had to do this bloody irritating drill.
she lob, i volley/smash.
SADLY, she (claims she) cant lob (her lobs are way spinny& HIGH!)
and im short.
so yes, do the maths. it went like this: darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
... you get the picture....
lyn was lousy today. she saw me and went: FLORENCE!
hahaha, sadly, she wasnt happy to see me, she was happy to see my bag-.-
so she could bully me):
HAHAHHA but still <3 her luh.
i found this funny
HOW GUYS FLIRT:
hahahah, i think some are quite dumb, but it made me laugh, so its here.
(please dont be idiots and repost this, okay?)
hahaha, i used to believe those kind of emails, and send out likt 500 over a day.
but i grew smart.
HAHA.
anyway, here are some pictures that are WAY overdue
(everyone please look at sarah&my "uncle" accusingly!)
K& BUBBLES!
HI MOMMA!
(:
HAHA both guys are my uncles.
WEIRD EH!
blowwwwwwww bubbles!
RED!
my eyes damn fake la. ):
HAHA, tanline!
:D :P :*
no i wasnt acting cute. i was trying to colour accent my hairband (WHICH I LOST! ): )
rah, me line. its been a while, love.
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
ily(:
playgrounddd!
im cool at swinging!
(:
:D :)
RED!
she wanted to kiss me lah (secretly)
:*
gonna go now! BYE!
winning a match alone,
isnt as sweet as winning with you by my side, darl! (: <3
first match today!
yepp. won 9-1 with DARLINGGGGGGG! (emmewelly)
and won 3-2 over all (crys, ness)
hahah,
after, DARLINGGGG & i had to do this bloody irritating drill.
she lob, i volley/smash.
SADLY, she (claims she) cant lob (her lobs are way spinny& HIGH!)
and im short.
so yes, do the maths. it went like this: darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
darling lobs, i jump, i miss, ruth&ness laugh.
... you get the picture....
lyn was lousy today. she saw me and went: FLORENCE!
hahaha, sadly, she wasnt happy to see me, she was happy to see my bag-.-
so she could bully me):
HAHAHHA but still <3 her luh.
i found this funny
HOW GUYS FLIRT:
1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.) (SEXUAL HARRASSMENT!)
HOW GIRLS FLIRT:
1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible
Now make a wish...
> >>
Ok stop! Your wish will come true if you repost this
if you don't repost this then you will never get asked out or you will lose the one u love?!!!!
repost this in 15 min and your wish will come true in 5 days.
repost this in 10 min and your wish will come true in 3 days.
repost this in 5 min and your wish will come true in 1 days
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------hahahah, i think some are quite dumb, but it made me laugh, so its here.
(please dont be idiots and repost this, okay?)
hahaha, i used to believe those kind of emails, and send out likt 500 over a day.
but i grew smart.
HAHA.
anyway, here are some pictures that are WAY overdue
(everyone please look at sarah&my "uncle" accusingly!)
K& BUBBLES!
HI MOMMA!
(:
HAHA both guys are my uncles.
WEIRD EH!
blowwwwwwww bubbles!
RED!
my eyes damn fake la. ):
HAHA, tanline!
:D :P :*
no i wasnt acting cute. i was trying to colour accent my hairband (WHICH I LOST! ): )
rah, me line. its been a while, love.
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
ily(:
playgrounddd!
im cool at swinging!
(:
:D :)
RED!
she wanted to kiss me lah (secretly)
:*
gonna go now! BYE!
winning a match alone,
isnt as sweet as winning with you by my side, darl! (: <3
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