Monday, February 9, 2009

love is when you dont feel sad anything's over.
love is a wonderful partner, who's freaking hot&sexy.
love is taking meaningless walks just to remember memories.

heyy youu(:
i had a depressing start today.
esp since my weekend+friday was kinda REALLY screwyyyyy.
upset over something that i've realized i couldn't have helped, worrying about something that's probably nothing, having bad sleep& too much howework!
anywayyyy. morning was stupiddd.
i saw mrs foo, and i was FREAKING scared she'd catch me for my skirt,
so i did some dumb things, and joan&amanda thought it was really funny-.-
haha, okay, i admit, it was kinda funny... i feel so fugitive then!
yepp. okay skip skip skip to tournament.
played pl.
em&i were really scared for our match, esp after friday, and the "pushers" match.
we really lost A LOT of confidence. (esp me ): )
won 9-3 though, cause we were both playing "our style" and it rockedd! :D
emooooolaye is sooooooo hottt,
especially when she's on the court (HAHA RHYME!)
and since i was in serangoon, i wanted to visit someone, but that person didnt pick up:/
not fated thennn!
haha, took 317 back.
and on the bus, i saw this quote:
in love, it is always better to be disappointed, then to be constantly wondering.
and i was like whatttttttt?!?!
HAHAAHAHAHA, i really wanted to laugh out loud, but i controlled myself.
then i suddenly thought of somebody.
and i thought A LOT about THAT somebody.
so i decided to go somewhere.
i dont think anybody would understand what im going to say, and i doubt __ would read this.
so although i had a freaking tonnn of homework to do,
i made a detour, and walked from serangoon mrt to...
serangoon macs.

and on the way, i was remembering all the little lovely things
like the stupid&funny things that happened...
many have asked me the question,
so why the heck did you do that?!
haha, my answers are different everytime.
none of them are the whole truth (:
but neither were they lies.
but regardless of it all, i just want to say,
i really did mean every single i-love-you,
and that you were the bestest bestest.
i know what they thought of me,
and just for you to know, im really not that kind of person.
i had my reasons.
haha, so yeah, went to macs, and i kinda walked faster and faster as i approached,
and i was nearly running when i reached.
and i walked to THAT table,
and i almost, ALMOST thought you would be there.
but it was occupied by someone else, creating their own special memories.
(:
hahaha, i've finally had the courage to write that.
funny how life works eh?
i hope you're doing well now(:


and yeah, im back home now, reminiscing, thinking.
hahaha.
and surprisingly, im not upset about some other thing.
hahaha, im kinda in the okkayyyyyy,-so-what-now kinda mode.
and i do feel like asking you that.
haha, but i'd rather just wait and see.
but, whatever happens, im not gonna change into some weird other person,
&since you weren't exactly a huge part of my life up till only recently,
so this wouldnt make much of a difference to me.
yepppp,
anywayyy
love to you alllllllll, esp those who're always there for me,
telling me how pro& hot i am,
lending me their caps&getting water for me.
and no matter what
you all will be a biggggg part of me.
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!
btw, kelly FORCED ME TO DO THIS:

Kelly says:
type in your blog : ]
Fl. this time round, im the devil. says:
haha what?
Kelly says:
I LOVE KHOOWANYEEKELLY

now you see what she's really like!

lyrics:

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turibulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away



BYE!

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