life, FLORENCEified

okay
i saw something, and i finally sat down,
and thought it through.
every single bitty damn thing, every action, every mistake
and i just have to say:
what the fuck.
yeah, more or less.
i dont really know what to say.
life's like that.
you get a minute of happiness and 100000 hours of disappointments.
we had a chance.
im not going to tell you,
how sucky it felt.
it really cut deeeeeep.
i could see it in their eyes.
i know what they thought.
her fault.
i dont know how else to continue, and what else to say,
but i hope you'll read this, and i dont have to tell you how i feel.
so what set off all this fucked up feelings?
should i show you?
haha, if you're observant enough, you'll see it.
if you're not, and you dont understand anything,
well, not my problem.
i love you, a lot.
thanks for everything, thanks for being there,
and being the best, when im not
bye all.



wtf do i say to this?