life, FLORENCEified

mmhmm,
it seems sad.
my tagboard has died.
hahaha, ahwell.
it doesnt matter. i feel like privatizing the blog though.
i just cant seem to really say what i really want to say.
(:
maybe ill be like sherilyn and keep this blog for "my own reading pleasure"
hahah, that woman makes me laugh.
and come on lorr,
im NOT THAT lame. hahaha, dont reserve THAT look for me man.
hahah, i hope she sees that (:
anywayyyyy.
endyears are coming REEEEEEAL soon.
sept 22.
ANDDDDDDDDDDD
ITS GONNA END BEFORE 8TH OCTOBER!
YAY! hahahaa
see my happyness?
(:
anyway,
i think MUCH has happened since, well.
THEN
i found out something.
it really sucks, when you love someone alot, and then realize that maybe, your love has been wasted.
im really tired of it all.
i think, out of all the pet peeves in this world,
the one i hate most is when people play with my feelings.
i HATE being treated like a yoyo.
one day, we're the best of friends, and the next,
you look like you hate me to the core.
yeah i know, im sensitive.
but hey, you had so LONG to figure that out, didnt you?
i dislike it, like to the max when you think im fine with whatever your mood is.
okay, actually, im not really directing this at any specific person.
maybe more of a group.
sigh.
maybe i should just concentrate on end years and not think so much.
my brain can only take SO much.
too much more and it'll just waste away.
ahahah,
whatever lah.
who cares what i think anyway?
the above's invisible.
go read it if you're just bored or something.
im not forcing anyone to read my ramblings.
i think brandon's being lead astray.
and to that person who was once his good friend,
whom once felt that brandon was exactly like himself when he was young,
im really really hoping you see this.
that maybe, you'll help my little brother.
i really dont want him to become the ahbeng and ass hole that his friends are.
will you help me? (: