Friday, July 11, 2008
what would you give up,
for who and what you love?
im sorry, but this is gonna be an borrrrrring post.
again.
):
i was thinking lately,
what is important to me?
tennis? friends? family? studies?
baking?
bloody 'ell
life's getting complicated.
i went for coach remin's training on tuesday.
i've missed him LOADS.
anyway.
back to thinking.
i want to train one more time a week.
and coach's training seemed perfect.
SEEMED.
then when i told mum. she was okayish at first.
then came english tuition
and it like, set in stone on thursday too.
which would leave me with one and half hour of homework time after tuition and before tennis
and also adds another 100 per week to mum's spend-on-kids-expenditure.
which makes her even more burdened.
which makes me sad.
so i offered to pay for the extra training.
then mum said she wouldnt want me to.
and even if i did, that would leave me with 15 a week.
which to me is kinda hard to live on.
anddddddddddddd.
it would kinda affect my studies.
(omg im so sorry to whoever visits my blog, its so borrring!)
and then comes in baking.
we had conversation during english.
and the topic was: what career would you want to take up in future?
and i was like
BAKER! uhduh.
i dont know why.
but baking...
i dont really even know if its JUST a five minute obsession kinda thing.
baking really gets me happy.
its like, to me, it comes naturally.
hhahaha
more or less i think.
:D and it makes me really happy.
but you take more or less 3 hours to bake a good something.
i feel so bad.
baking took a priority over my studies on like, wed.
i baked instead of studying for emath and my emath died.
24 hours and 7 days a week just isnt getting enough for me.
monday- training till 6, reach home at nearly 8
wed - cheena tuition
thurs - english tuition plus training if im lucky. reach home at 1030
fri - training and night game with family. reach home at 11 plus.
sat - spex. chinese tuition.
sun - homework day.
i have lesser and lesser time to play with my lovelies.
hahahahaa
ahwell.
im gonna have to be a social-life-dead-and-nerdy-person if i take up tennis.
hahahha
so, what should i give up?
for who and what i love?
life's lovely, only when you dont focus on it.
for who and what you love?
im sorry, but this is gonna be an borrrrrring post.
again.
):
i was thinking lately,
what is important to me?
tennis? friends? family? studies?
baking?
bloody 'ell
life's getting complicated.
i went for coach remin's training on tuesday.
i've missed him LOADS.
anyway.
back to thinking.
i want to train one more time a week.
and coach's training seemed perfect.
SEEMED.
then when i told mum. she was okayish at first.
then came english tuition
and it like, set in stone on thursday too.
which would leave me with one and half hour of homework time after tuition and before tennis
and also adds another 100 per week to mum's spend-on-kids-expenditure.
which makes her even more burdened.
which makes me sad.
so i offered to pay for the extra training.
then mum said she wouldnt want me to.
and even if i did, that would leave me with 15 a week.
which to me is kinda hard to live on.
anddddddddddddd.
it would kinda affect my studies.
(omg im so sorry to whoever visits my blog, its so borrring!)
and then comes in baking.
we had conversation during english.
and the topic was: what career would you want to take up in future?
and i was like
BAKER! uhduh.
i dont know why.
but baking...
i dont really even know if its JUST a five minute obsession kinda thing.
baking really gets me happy.
its like, to me, it comes naturally.
hhahaha
more or less i think.
:D and it makes me really happy.
but you take more or less 3 hours to bake a good something.
i feel so bad.
baking took a priority over my studies on like, wed.
i baked instead of studying for emath and my emath died.
24 hours and 7 days a week just isnt getting enough for me.
monday- training till 6, reach home at nearly 8
wed - cheena tuition
thurs - english tuition plus training if im lucky. reach home at 1030
fri - training and night game with family. reach home at 11 plus.
sat - spex. chinese tuition.
sun - homework day.
i have lesser and lesser time to play with my lovelies.
hahahahaa
ahwell.
im gonna have to be a social-life-dead-and-nerdy-person if i take up tennis.
hahahha
so, what should i give up?
for who and what i love?
life's lovely, only when you dont focus on it.
# posted by Fl. : 10:52 PM
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