Tuesday, July 29, 2008
hahaha,
hey allll!
im back, after a long while.
hahaha, i know, my post was kinda recent.
but heckkkkkk.
ill just be back for a TEENY tiny while.
(:
anyways. dreams and themes was JUST RECENTLY over!
TO ESTHERR!
im so so so super sorry dear, i know i couldnt make it for the last two outings, ehich includes sending you off! ):
and im sorry i wasnt able to chat with you till the sun came up,
but you will be missed kay!
hahahah
(:
you go little footballerrr!
hahaha.
anddddddddd,
to lovely lovely lovely emilyy,
I AM SO FREAKING SORRY I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAYY! ):
i love you loads you ahlian love.
hahahahahaa
muckzxzxzxxzxzzz
lovely baby! (:
ill make it up to you and buy you some LOVELY present with loads of love to accompany it.
teeheee.
ill date you sometime soon.
anyway
these weeks have beeen reeeeal stress.
line's right,
all we have been doing were roll eyes and get irritated at each other cause our moods were like so F worded.
heh.
love you baby girls(:
andddd,
thanks alot to rahrah and line line especially on last last friday,
when everything just seemed damn Fworded.
hahahaha,
yeah,
anyway.
i ve got no time to blog.
gotta runn.
oh btw,
to someone i was hoping to see for quite a while now:
guess we werent meant to be,
werent given a chance to meet.
but i guess,
its okay,
cause it only gonna be me feeling this way.
songzzzzzzzzz.(:
Had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
and the bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
to a whole new world that's since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
and it's just my luck to end up
getting stuck to everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
and overanalyze your words
The truth is that I've never fallen so hard
it's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that
you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind
shows me that you are just another girl
I had the feeling that those
looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
and it's just my luck to end up
getting stuck to everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
and overanalyze your words
The truth is that I've never fallen so hard
it's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say
that I never ever ever felt this way
your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
these are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin
I will sleep another day
I dont really need to anyway
What's the point
when my dreams are infected with
words you used to say
I will breath in a moment
as long as i keep my distance
I wouldnt wanna go messing anything up
So dont go worrying about me
it's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do..
but that shouldnt affect your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door (2x)
And I'll let you get the best of me
cause theres nothing else that i do well (2x)
I'll be the giver, you'll be the taker
I guess thats how this one's gonna go
I'll be the giver, you'll be the taker
you got me down on my knees and I proclaim..
All hail the heartbreaker!
bye yalll!
hey allll!
im back, after a long while.
hahaha, i know, my post was kinda recent.
but heckkkkkk.
ill just be back for a TEENY tiny while.
(:
anyways. dreams and themes was JUST RECENTLY over!
TO ESTHERR!
im so so so super sorry dear, i know i couldnt make it for the last two outings, ehich includes sending you off! ):
and im sorry i wasnt able to chat with you till the sun came up,
but you will be missed kay!
hahahah
(:
you go little footballerrr!
hahaha.
anddddddddd,
to lovely lovely lovely emilyy,
I AM SO FREAKING SORRY I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAYY! ):
i love you loads you ahlian love.
hahahahahaa
muckzxzxzxxzxzzz
lovely baby! (:
ill make it up to you and buy you some LOVELY present with loads of love to accompany it.
teeheee.
ill date you sometime soon.
anyway
these weeks have beeen reeeeal stress.
line's right,
all we have been doing were roll eyes and get irritated at each other cause our moods were like so F worded.
heh.
love you baby girls(:
andddd,
thanks alot to rahrah and line line especially on last last friday,
when everything just seemed damn Fworded.
hahahaha,
yeah,
anyway.
i ve got no time to blog.
gotta runn.
oh btw,
to someone i was hoping to see for quite a while now:
guess we werent meant to be,
werent given a chance to meet.
but i guess,
its okay,
cause it only gonna be me feeling this way.
songzzzzzzzzz.(:
Had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
and the bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
to a whole new world that's since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
and it's just my luck to end up
getting stuck to everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
and overanalyze your words
The truth is that I've never fallen so hard
it's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that
you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind
shows me that you are just another girl
I had the feeling that those
looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
and it's just my luck to end up
getting stuck to everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
and overanalyze your words
The truth is that I've never fallen so hard
it's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say
that I never ever ever felt this way
your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
these are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin
I will sleep another day
I dont really need to anyway
What's the point
when my dreams are infected with
words you used to say
I will breath in a moment
as long as i keep my distance
I wouldnt wanna go messing anything up
So dont go worrying about me
it's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do..
but that shouldnt affect your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door (2x)
And I'll let you get the best of me
cause theres nothing else that i do well (2x)
I'll be the giver, you'll be the taker
I guess thats how this one's gonna go
I'll be the giver, you'll be the taker
you got me down on my knees and I proclaim..
All hail the heartbreaker!
bye yalll!
Monday, July 14, 2008
hahah, heeello.
today wasnt a goody day.
i think we're falling apart.
it seems like ages since i've spoken to you.
dont ask why.
she agrees too.
i hope whatever doesnt happen kay?
anyway, training was cool.
its set, im joining thurs training.
random thought, but
i think im very hard to love.
well, not in that sense, but i seem to always be losing someone i love,
cause of my mistakes,
or i seem to disappoint everyone.
is it really that hard to live?
i think im a bigbig burden to live with.
i hope mum allows me to pay for my lessons.
i hope ill save enough.
and you know, i was thinking of someone, who is kinda related to tennis,
but in some really obscure way.
i remember what ___ asked me once,
and i just laughed and laughed to pretend it was a lie.
well, actually, it was a half lie.
i did like that person quite a bit, but i guess what i did was wrong, cause,
i think that person felt that...
hmmm, you know what, forget it.
i just want to say sorry, and i hope you'd talk to me again.
but sadly, you have no reason to read my blog,
we werent that close friends anyway.
ahwell.
life moves on..
see you soon(:
anyway, some songs ive been liking..
all over you - spill canvas
Yeah he's a looker,
But I really think it's guts that matter most.
I displayed them for you,
Strewn out about from coast to coast.
I am easily make believe,
Just dress me up in what you want me to be.
I'll take back what I've been saying for quite some time now.
I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
In my daydreams, in my sleep,
Infatuation turning into disease.
You could cure me, see all you have to do now
Is please try.
Give it your best shot and try.
All I'm asking for is love,
But you never seem to have enough.
I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
This life is way too short
To get caught up in all this stuff
When I just want you to love me back,
Why can't you just love me back?
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you just love)
I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
(Just one more time)
This life is way too short
To get caught up and all mixed up
When I just want you to love me back,
Why can't you just love me back?
Why won't you just love me back?
Why can't you just love me back?
lovelies,
bye!
today wasnt a goody day.
i think we're falling apart.
it seems like ages since i've spoken to you.
dont ask why.
she agrees too.
i hope whatever doesnt happen kay?
anyway, training was cool.
its set, im joining thurs training.
random thought, but
i think im very hard to love.
well, not in that sense, but i seem to always be losing someone i love,
cause of my mistakes,
or i seem to disappoint everyone.
is it really that hard to live?
i think im a bigbig burden to live with.
i hope mum allows me to pay for my lessons.
i hope ill save enough.
and you know, i was thinking of someone, who is kinda related to tennis,
but in some really obscure way.
i remember what ___ asked me once,
and i just laughed and laughed to pretend it was a lie.
well, actually, it was a half lie.
i did like that person quite a bit, but i guess what i did was wrong, cause,
i think that person felt that...
hmmm, you know what, forget it.
i just want to say sorry, and i hope you'd talk to me again.
but sadly, you have no reason to read my blog,
we werent that close friends anyway.
ahwell.
life moves on..
see you soon(:
anyway, some songs ive been liking..
all over you - spill canvas
Yeah he's a looker,
But I really think it's guts that matter most.
I displayed them for you,
Strewn out about from coast to coast.
I am easily make believe,
Just dress me up in what you want me to be.
I'll take back what I've been saying for quite some time now.
I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
In my daydreams, in my sleep,
Infatuation turning into disease.
You could cure me, see all you have to do now
Is please try.
Give it your best shot and try.
All I'm asking for is love,
But you never seem to have enough.
I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
This life is way too short
To get caught up in all this stuff
When I just want you to love me back,
Why can't you just love me back?
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you just love)
I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
(Just one more time)
This life is way too short
To get caught up and all mixed up
When I just want you to love me back,
Why can't you just love me back?
Why won't you just love me back?
Why can't you just love me back?
lovelies,
bye!
Friday, July 11, 2008
what would you give up,
for who and what you love?
im sorry, but this is gonna be an borrrrrring post.
again.
):
i was thinking lately,
what is important to me?
tennis? friends? family? studies?
baking?
bloody 'ell
life's getting complicated.
i went for coach remin's training on tuesday.
i've missed him LOADS.
anyway.
back to thinking.
i want to train one more time a week.
and coach's training seemed perfect.
SEEMED.
then when i told mum. she was okayish at first.
then came english tuition
and it like, set in stone on thursday too.
which would leave me with one and half hour of homework time after tuition and before tennis
and also adds another 100 per week to mum's spend-on-kids-expenditure.
which makes her even more burdened.
which makes me sad.
so i offered to pay for the extra training.
then mum said she wouldnt want me to.
and even if i did, that would leave me with 15 a week.
which to me is kinda hard to live on.
anddddddddddddd.
it would kinda affect my studies.
(omg im so sorry to whoever visits my blog, its so borrring!)
and then comes in baking.
we had conversation during english.
and the topic was: what career would you want to take up in future?
and i was like
BAKER! uhduh.
i dont know why.
but baking...
i dont really even know if its JUST a five minute obsession kinda thing.
baking really gets me happy.
its like, to me, it comes naturally.
hhahaha
more or less i think.
:D and it makes me really happy.
but you take more or less 3 hours to bake a good something.
i feel so bad.
baking took a priority over my studies on like, wed.
i baked instead of studying for emath and my emath died.
24 hours and 7 days a week just isnt getting enough for me.
monday- training till 6, reach home at nearly 8
wed - cheena tuition
thurs - english tuition plus training if im lucky. reach home at 1030
fri - training and night game with family. reach home at 11 plus.
sat - spex. chinese tuition.
sun - homework day.
i have lesser and lesser time to play with my lovelies.
hahahahaa
ahwell.
im gonna have to be a social-life-dead-and-nerdy-person if i take up tennis.
hahahha
so, what should i give up?
for who and what i love?
life's lovely, only when you dont focus on it.
for who and what you love?
im sorry, but this is gonna be an borrrrrring post.
again.
):
i was thinking lately,
what is important to me?
tennis? friends? family? studies?
baking?
bloody 'ell
life's getting complicated.
i went for coach remin's training on tuesday.
i've missed him LOADS.
anyway.
back to thinking.
i want to train one more time a week.
and coach's training seemed perfect.
SEEMED.
then when i told mum. she was okayish at first.
then came english tuition
and it like, set in stone on thursday too.
which would leave me with one and half hour of homework time after tuition and before tennis
and also adds another 100 per week to mum's spend-on-kids-expenditure.
which makes her even more burdened.
which makes me sad.
so i offered to pay for the extra training.
then mum said she wouldnt want me to.
and even if i did, that would leave me with 15 a week.
which to me is kinda hard to live on.
anddddddddddddd.
it would kinda affect my studies.
(omg im so sorry to whoever visits my blog, its so borrring!)
and then comes in baking.
we had conversation during english.
and the topic was: what career would you want to take up in future?
and i was like
BAKER! uhduh.
i dont know why.
but baking...
i dont really even know if its JUST a five minute obsession kinda thing.
baking really gets me happy.
its like, to me, it comes naturally.
hhahaha
more or less i think.
:D and it makes me really happy.
but you take more or less 3 hours to bake a good something.
i feel so bad.
baking took a priority over my studies on like, wed.
i baked instead of studying for emath and my emath died.
24 hours and 7 days a week just isnt getting enough for me.
monday- training till 6, reach home at nearly 8
wed - cheena tuition
thurs - english tuition plus training if im lucky. reach home at 1030
fri - training and night game with family. reach home at 11 plus.
sat - spex. chinese tuition.
sun - homework day.
i have lesser and lesser time to play with my lovelies.
hahahahaa
ahwell.
im gonna have to be a social-life-dead-and-nerdy-person if i take up tennis.
hahahha
so, what should i give up?
for who and what i love?
life's lovely, only when you dont focus on it.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
okayokay, i am so super sorry i've let my beautiful blog die):
hahaha. ahwell. the comp's dead, so i cant really log on.
plus im not having much time to live.
hahah. well..
there's been twists and turns since last month(:
COACH ALVIN'S BACKKKKKKK
oh my lala!
lovelay baby(:
and, im finally in advancedd.
ah shucks,
that isnt an actual happy happy bom bibi thing anyway.
i miss nicole, natalie, alisa, paxton, and mayyybe even little monkeyyyyy.
damn.
my new class isnt, well.
the same.
its sadder here.
phffffffffffffffffffffffff.
hahahahah, ahwell, whats the point of emoing?
:D
lets put on a pretty smile and forget
i saw someone yesterday.
like after the 7 oclock training.
what i really wanna know and never will know is,
what did you really mean, all those times you looked my way?
hahaha, hmmm.
lets not elaborate on that.
mmmm.
lets see,
trainings coool now.
with the exception of someone.
i really dislike you and i wont ever ever respect you.
cause you dont deserve it.
as whoever you are, dont you think its so embarassing that others are so much better than you.
dont you think that your should put in m0re effort in what you do?
all you do is act blur.
what the hell.
she should have taken your place.
thats what ill always believe.
anyywaysss.
hahaha, school is just as dummy as everrr.
mr leng's seriously the cutest.
not in the im-crushing-on-you-and-think-you're-as-hot-as-whatever-way,
but the what-the-hell way.
hahahaha, omg i totally do not make sense.
hahahaha.
am i allowed to comment on some people?
person xyz:
gosh, i never knew you were so selfish.
i thought we were in it together,
not you using me to do whatever.
its kinda urghish you know.
but i do still love you,
in the other kinda way.
(:
no offence taken?
person def:
im glad you're better.
lovess!
abc:
what did you mean by doing that?
hahah, okay, im done.
i dont think whoever would know whoever im talking about
hahahahh.
(:
tests coming up.
note the plural.
gonna get my new racket reeeeeal soon.
and its gonna be reeeeeeal prettaye!
oh and just in case im not gonna blog anymore,
HAPPY:
belated 15 to jiayee! (abit the late, SORRY!)
15th TO THE MONKEY! (11th not gonna be that far sarah(: )
lovessss!
hahaha. ahwell. the comp's dead, so i cant really log on.
plus im not having much time to live.
hahah. well..
there's been twists and turns since last month(:
COACH ALVIN'S BACKKKKKKK
oh my lala!
lovelay baby(:
and, im finally in advancedd.
ah shucks,
that isnt an actual happy happy bom bibi thing anyway.
i miss nicole, natalie, alisa, paxton, and mayyybe even little monkeyyyyy.
damn.
my new class isnt, well.
the same.
its sadder here.
phffffffffffffffffffffffff.
hahahahah, ahwell, whats the point of emoing?
:D
lets put on a pretty smile and forget
i saw someone yesterday.
like after the 7 oclock training.
what i really wanna know and never will know is,
what did you really mean, all those times you looked my way?
hahaha, hmmm.
lets not elaborate on that.
mmmm.
lets see,
trainings coool now.
with the exception of someone.
i really dislike you and i wont ever ever respect you.
cause you dont deserve it.
as whoever you are, dont you think its so embarassing that others are so much better than you.
dont you think that your should put in m0re effort in what you do?
all you do is act blur.
what the hell.
she should have taken your place.
thats what ill always believe.
anyywaysss.
hahaha, school is just as dummy as everrr.
mr leng's seriously the cutest.
not in the im-crushing-on-you-and-think-you're-as-hot-as-whatever-way,
but the what-the-hell way.
hahahaha, omg i totally do not make sense.
hahahaha.
am i allowed to comment on some people?
person xyz:
gosh, i never knew you were so selfish.
i thought we were in it together,
not you using me to do whatever.
its kinda urghish you know.
but i do still love you,
in the other kinda way.
(:
no offence taken?
person def:
im glad you're better.
lovess!
abc:
what did you mean by doing that?
hahah, okay, im done.
i dont think whoever would know whoever im talking about
hahahahh.
(:
tests coming up.
note the plural.
gonna get my new racket reeeeeal soon.
and its gonna be reeeeeeal prettaye!
oh and just in case im not gonna blog anymore,
HAPPY:
belated 15 to jiayee! (abit the late, SORRY!)
15th TO THE MONKEY! (11th not gonna be that far sarah(: )
lovessss!
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