life, FLORENCEified

im sorry,
but this is going to be an emo post,
again.
phffffffffffff.
i ve been thinking about it,
and ive decided,
she hates me.
or at least she will ):
Oh, i dont know.
i feel like a bella without her edward.
i feel like ive lost everything that meant anything to me.
okay, maybe its only one thing,
but it makes me really sad.
and its going to make me sad till i leave cedar.
):
baby, just one more year.
grrrr.
i dont think anyone would know how WE feel.
how everything was just so ruthlessly taken away from us.
and i dont look forward to it anymore.
its like, its going to be a shell of what i used to love.
you really cant come back?
):
and i cant believe it,
but im starting to not look forward to it anymore.
how lousy it that?
the feeling's just not there anymore.
and to some of us, i guess you were our motivation,
our hope that good things could happen.
but since you left,
then well, you took that away too.
I KNOW im not supposed to despair,
and im a senior and all,
but i cant help it can i?
gosh, this is affecting me so much, i seem to be losing my appetite.
maybe thats a good thing,
then ill be the next jessica alba (smiles at sarah:D )

anywaysssss,
let me just ignore that part of my post, and talk about the happy things i did with JIAYEE yesterday(:
ahhahaha, we went parkway and ate waffle with ice cream,
hahaha, fellow dieter(:
then we went to look for books on baking(:
i want the golden book of chocolate(:
my birthday's 8th oct,
you can start saving now till then(:
hahaha *inserts BIG smile*
sarah didnt come to school on tuesday.
hahahaha.
kenasai uh her.
school isnt as DUMB without ahrah ( see this sarah? :D)
and oh,
lets all donate to the help flo-cause-you-love-her-fund.
cause she has to get a new eazylink,
and she only has 30 bucks left.

OH and i love ange.
she makes me laugh.
criteria to be the next top_:
1) you have no boobs
2).........
um you know what, i think ill just need one criteria (:
okay,
she still hates me):
she thinks im dumb,
IM NOT DUMB):
really.
oh forget it.
im giving up.

florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	IM SUPPOSED TO BE DEPRESSED!
do as i say.	and how is that working out for you?
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	haahahaa
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	hmmmm,
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	well
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	im not eating much, cause all i think about is losing my boobs.
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	so in the end, ill still lose my boobs.
do as i say.	HAHAHAHAHAHA
do as i say.	YOU'RE NOT GONNA LOSE YOUR BOOBS
do as i say.	they dont drop off halfway if u run too much!

then she says:

do as i say.	stop thinking abt losing your boobs.
do as i say.	eh.
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	HAHAHAHAAHAHA
do as i say.	how do u suppose that will happen anyway
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	hmmm
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	lets see
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	i rurun
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	then
do as i say.	they suddenly deflate or smth
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	BLOB
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	oops
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	hahhahahahah
florence says i love angeline, lets all be single till we're fifty and lose our boobs	you see my fat on the floor

omg, i love her.

oh and lets teach the world how to say kanasai/kenasai

when you are uncouth, like jie shi,
you say:
KANASAI (pronounced as : kar-nar-sai)

but when you all REFINEDED as i am,
you say:
kenasai ( pronounced as: KERRH-nah-sai)

haha, i love her too(: