Thursday, March 20, 2008
well,
im not in the mood to blog much.
school has been fun, definitely.
but well, things are getting complicated.
totally.
well, lets see.
abc's
getting busy, and what we shared was lost.
phh, expected luh.
and with def,
i thought our friendship was becoming shitte.
but thank god its not as dead as i thought it to be:D
ghi, well, hmm, i dont know.
i see us becoming close friends:D
jkl and mno, not too bad,
but they've got their commitments.
pqr? humphh. i dont like thinking about pqr.
its effing annoying, and getting at me crazy.
i say i dont care,
but, well,
i was never that sure of myself anyway:/
and stu is making me feel hurt-pissed.
stu's attitude towards me is like -
what the ass?
come on luh.
i dont really know what i've done?
so why are you just hating me?
phfffffff.
its just uh-ish.
AND THE MOST COMPLICATED AND SHIT PART IS PROBLEM xyz.
shit, i dont know why, but suddenly, everyone also almost has problem xyz.
and everyone of them, well.
they're not as effed as i am.
im freaking deep into this, and i know what i need.
but, shit.
you'd think i'd actually do that?
sighhhhhh. i suddenly had this urge to tell pqr about it.
but like, uh duh i didnt.
it was a total random thing luh.
anywayyy, enough emo,
and um, reciting of the alphabets.
:D
i would love to blog EVERY single funny thing that has taken place.
but, then, this post wouldnt end.
but i shall, as promised, blog about caroline.
hahaha, that girl uh,
my reputation all kenasai-ed by her on her blog.
:/
pfffffff.
that ahmah.
hahaha.
im NOT being biased, and only blogging about her, but since i am a WOMAN OF MY WORD,
i shall do as said:D
recently, i seem to be going through an anberlin-avenged addiction phase.
let me post lyrics:D
FIRST, songs by anberlin:
Naive Orleans-
Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To those songs that we sing
And you just sing
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
Is this the way you want it?
Is this the way it has to be?
Sitting here beside you
When my heart's lost in New Orleans
Dreams come clever
Hearts now severed
Difference of forever
And I am lost there
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud, yea
Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To those songs that we sing
And you just sing
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And the world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And the world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud
____________________________________________________________________________
Alexithymia-
AVENGED-
A little piece of heaven-
Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
For me to take what's mine, until the end of time?
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design
Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
Something would go wrong,
Before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
Conjuring her deepest fears
Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it
She was never this good in bed
Even when she was sleepin'
Now she's just so perfect I've
Never been quite so fucking deep in
It goes on, and on, and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
Now possibilities I'd never considered,
Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved
Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears
Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it, eat it, eat it
Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave
I gotta make up for what I've done
'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burned in hell, no peace forever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I'll grant you one chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it's not enough, If it's not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
We're coming back, coming back
We'll live forever, live forever
Let's have wedding, have a wedding
Let's start the killing, start the killing
Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do)
I now pronounce you...
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
this song is just freaking sexy, to the power of ten luh, totally.
i love the part where he sings buh bye.
its super goood yeahhh:D
anyway im super sleeeeeepee now.
shall end here:D
I wanna stand where I can see
I'm watching you love me
I'm watching you leaving me now
I wish I could be somebody else
Wish I could see you in myself
Wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me
Say what you really feel
You know I need something thats real-
im not in the mood to blog much.
school has been fun, definitely.
but well, things are getting complicated.
totally.
well, lets see.
abc's
getting busy, and what we shared was lost.
phh, expected luh.
and with def,
i thought our friendship was becoming shitte.
but thank god its not as dead as i thought it to be:D
ghi, well, hmm, i dont know.
i see us becoming close friends:D
jkl and mno, not too bad,
but they've got their commitments.
pqr? humphh. i dont like thinking about pqr.
its effing annoying, and getting at me crazy.
i say i dont care,
but, well,
i was never that sure of myself anyway:/
and stu is making me feel hurt-pissed.
stu's attitude towards me is like -
what the ass?
come on luh.
i dont really know what i've done?
so why are you just hating me?
phfffffff.
its just uh-ish.
AND THE MOST COMPLICATED AND SHIT PART IS PROBLEM xyz.
shit, i dont know why, but suddenly, everyone also almost has problem xyz.
and everyone of them, well.
they're not as effed as i am.
im freaking deep into this, and i know what i need.
but, shit.
you'd think i'd actually do that?
sighhhhhh. i suddenly had this urge to tell pqr about it.
but like, uh duh i didnt.
it was a total random thing luh.
anywayyy, enough emo,
and um, reciting of the alphabets.
:D
i would love to blog EVERY single funny thing that has taken place.
but, then, this post wouldnt end.
but i shall, as promised, blog about caroline.
hahaha, that girl uh,
my reputation all kenasai-ed by her on her blog.
:/
pfffffff.
that ahmah.
hahaha.
im NOT being biased, and only blogging about her, but since i am a WOMAN OF MY WORD,
i shall do as said:D
recently, i seem to be going through an anberlin-avenged addiction phase.
let me post lyrics:D
FIRST, songs by anberlin:
Naive Orleans-
Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To those songs that we sing
And you just sing
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
Is this the way you want it?
Is this the way it has to be?
Sitting here beside you
When my heart's lost in New Orleans
Dreams come clever
Hearts now severed
Difference of forever
And I am lost there
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud, yea
Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To those songs that we sing
And you just sing
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And the world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And the world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud
____________________________________________________________________________
Alexithymia-
Don't try to wake me up
Even if the sun really does come out tomorrow
Don't believe anything you say
Anymore, in the morn, in the morning
Bricks to this old house are breaking
Steel would have weathered but now forlorning
It's alarming how loud the silence screams
No warn, no warn, no warning
Addictions fill the table where the family used to sit
And conversate
Conversate to the sounds
To the sounds of a record player
With it's jumping needle and the lights that grow dim over time
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
Are you where you thought you'd be
So beautiful and only twenty-three
Opposition rests in the hearts
With no, with no, with no opportunity
It's not that we don't talk
It's just no one really listens and honesty fades
Like a politician lost in the course
All smiles and no one remembers our names
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
Don't try to wake me up
Even if the sun really does come out tomorrow
Don't believe anything I say
Anymore, in the morn, in the morning
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
AVENGED-A little piece of heaven-
Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
For me to take what's mine, until the end of time?
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design
Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
Something would go wrong,
Before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
Conjuring her deepest fears
Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it
She was never this good in bed
Even when she was sleepin'
Now she's just so perfect I've
Never been quite so fucking deep in
It goes on, and on, and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
Now possibilities I'd never considered,
Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved
Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears
Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it, eat it, eat it
Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave
I gotta make up for what I've done
'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burned in hell, no peace forever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I'll grant you one chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it's not enough, If it's not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
We're coming back, coming back
We'll live forever, live forever
Let's have wedding, have a wedding
Let's start the killing, start the killing
Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do)
I now pronounce you...
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
this song is just freaking sexy, to the power of ten luh, totally.
i love the part where he sings buh bye.
its super goood yeahhh:D
anyway im super sleeeeeepee now.
shall end here:D
I wanna stand where I can see
I'm watching you love me
I'm watching you leaving me now
I wish I could be somebody else
Wish I could see you in myself
Wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me
Say what you really feel
You know I need something thats real-
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