Monday, January 14, 2008
oh my goshhhhhhhhhhhh,
im feeling so baddd nowww.
RARRRR.
this morning suckedddddd.
last night too D: D: D:
RARRRRRRRRR
i had to ask mum to give me money for something.
i cant say what though. itll get US into shit.
and mum was like. why like that? i want to complain.
so i called someone. and i told her about it.
and when i heard what she said, i got super super pissed (so sorry D:)
i was thinking, it wasnt me who wanted to do whatever.
it was my mum, so why scold me?
so i jumpjumpjumped on my bed, till it almost broke.
i was just so frustrated luhhh.
so i was like, uh, whatever.
then the next morning.
when i went down, i still hadnt asked mum for the money.
when i did, she frownedddd badlyyyyyyy and she said she wanted to compain again.
then i got so annoyed luh. i just told her, that she couldnt cause doing that would...(i cant say:#)
then she got frustrated and passed the money to me, and stormed upstairs.
i really felt like screaming at that moment.
CAUSE IT SEEMED LIKE EVERYTHING WAS MY FAULT.
so i prayed a little, asking Him to help me, and not get to frustrated.
then dad something super, super, i-dont-know-how-to- describe thing.
he took money from his own wallet, and put it in my mothers.
he didnt say anything.
just did that, and walked to the car.
then, at that moment, i felt, like the worlds worstest person.
i realized, why mum was frustrated.
cause every cent of her money, she worked hard, like crazy, just to get it
and i, being an asshole, just asked her for it,
without considering how she would feel.
the amount i took ,wasnt big.
but these few days, it seems i keep taking small amounts from her.
so i guess, in total, it isnt that small anymore.
so on the ride to school, i had to try really hard not to cry.
i felt so bad. and at the same time touched.
cause i never knew my dad cared so much for mum.
and then, he told me something,
he asked me to save money.
just one sentence.
but it affected me like so shitishly much,
cause he said it softly.
and he wasnt scolding me,
just trying to tell me.
oh my gosh. then i really really felt so so so bad.
D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
and then i thought about that person i called.
then i felt even badder.
i got pissed with her, although she was just trying to help
shit
i suck.
today, florence learned something.
she learned the meaning of true love.
and now she knows that,
it doesnt mean that someone scolds you means,
they hate you,
or are just out to get you.
it means they care.
the hardest things to hear,
are bitter words,
but they are the best things you have.
okayyyyyy. that was the sadish part of today.
now shall be the happy part:D
lol.
we had spot check today.
lalalalal.
hahahah. florence was so pro. she pulled her skirt down to knee length :D
she also pulled her socks highhighhigh.
so i passed mr tans check.
i was like, whoaseh.
hahaha. i thought i wouldnt get caught already. hahahaa
so i happily stoned.
THEN! suddenly, i was asked to stand up.
I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO BE ASKED TO BE ROLE MODEL MAN
so i went out to stand at the front with many others.
THEN, i was told my hair was too messayeeeeeee.
HUNHHHHHHHHH
where got lor. i HAIRBANDED it up.
but ai yah.
still cannot.
hahaha, then went for class.
caroline said something super funny luh.
she was like
WHOA, florence, we were all so shocked you passed the test
we were all saying that if you passed, we dont need to care already!
HAHAHAHAAH
oh my tian. make me laugh so hard.
hahahaha
im NOT THAT NAUGHTY OKAY!
hahahahah.
im short. not my skirt!
hahahaaha.
funnayeeeee.
i have tuition laterrrrr.
sad laa.
after chem, physics and BIO today, my brains not working much already.
hahahaha. its 320 only
shall sleep until it starts:D
hahahahaha.
someone, please save my poor brain
im feeling so baddd nowww.
RARRRR.
this morning suckedddddd.
last night too D: D: D:
RARRRRRRRRR
i had to ask mum to give me money for something.
i cant say what though. itll get US into shit.
and mum was like. why like that? i want to complain.
so i called someone. and i told her about it.
and when i heard what she said, i got super super pissed (so sorry D:)
i was thinking, it wasnt me who wanted to do whatever.
it was my mum, so why scold me?
so i jumpjumpjumped on my bed, till it almost broke.
i was just so frustrated luhhh.
so i was like, uh, whatever.
then the next morning.
when i went down, i still hadnt asked mum for the money.
when i did, she frownedddd badlyyyyyyy and she said she wanted to compain again.
then i got so annoyed luh. i just told her, that she couldnt cause doing that would...(i cant say:#)
then she got frustrated and passed the money to me, and stormed upstairs.
i really felt like screaming at that moment.
CAUSE IT SEEMED LIKE EVERYTHING WAS MY FAULT.
so i prayed a little, asking Him to help me, and not get to frustrated.
then dad something super, super, i-dont-know-how-to- describe thing.
he took money from his own wallet, and put it in my mothers.
he didnt say anything.
just did that, and walked to the car.
then, at that moment, i felt, like the worlds worstest person.
i realized, why mum was frustrated.
cause every cent of her money, she worked hard, like crazy, just to get it
and i, being an asshole, just asked her for it,
without considering how she would feel.
the amount i took ,wasnt big.
but these few days, it seems i keep taking small amounts from her.
so i guess, in total, it isnt that small anymore.
so on the ride to school, i had to try really hard not to cry.
i felt so bad. and at the same time touched.
cause i never knew my dad cared so much for mum.
and then, he told me something,
he asked me to save money.
just one sentence.
but it affected me like so shitishly much,
cause he said it softly.
and he wasnt scolding me,
just trying to tell me.
oh my gosh. then i really really felt so so so bad.
D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
and then i thought about that person i called.
then i felt even badder.
i got pissed with her, although she was just trying to help
shit
i suck.
today, florence learned something.
she learned the meaning of true love.
and now she knows that,
it doesnt mean that someone scolds you means,
they hate you,
or are just out to get you.
it means they care.
the hardest things to hear,
are bitter words,
but they are the best things you have.
okayyyyyy. that was the sadish part of today.
now shall be the happy part:D
lol.
we had spot check today.
lalalalal.
hahahah. florence was so pro. she pulled her skirt down to knee length :D
she also pulled her socks highhighhigh.
so i passed mr tans check.
i was like, whoaseh.
hahaha. i thought i wouldnt get caught already. hahahaa
so i happily stoned.
THEN! suddenly, i was asked to stand up.
I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO BE ASKED TO BE ROLE MODEL MAN
so i went out to stand at the front with many others.
THEN, i was told my hair was too messayeeeeeee.
HUNHHHHHHHHH
where got lor. i HAIRBANDED it up.
but ai yah.
still cannot.
hahaha, then went for class.
caroline said something super funny luh.
she was like
WHOA, florence, we were all so shocked you passed the test
we were all saying that if you passed, we dont need to care already!
HAHAHAHAAH
oh my tian. make me laugh so hard.
hahahaha
im NOT THAT NAUGHTY OKAY!
hahahahah.
im short. not my skirt!
hahahaaha.
funnayeeeee.
i have tuition laterrrrr.
sad laa.
after chem, physics and BIO today, my brains not working much already.
hahahaha. its 320 only
shall sleep until it starts:D
hahahahaha.
someone, please save my poor brain
# posted by Fl. : 10:52 PM
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