life, FLORENCEified

OH MY, i have so much to blog about!
YESTERDAY!
i baked brownies!
the name for it was called layers of love!
hahah, and it was oh so GOOD!
hahahaha so ibrought to school and shared!
EVERYONE LOVED IT!
hahahaha, im not self praising, but it was true
i gave to ms nair and she said i should bake everyday!
and mdm haselinda said it was great too!
heeheee! and the home ec teacher said it was good,
SO I AM A PRO BAKER OKAY! hahahaha.
yupp!
then went for tournament!
played SMS.
we lost 3-2 overall.
hmm, no comment on that!
but emily and i played our best match ever!
welllll, im not supposed to blog about it, so i shant!
BUT i think our opponents were super chio and nice!
i would like to play them again!
hahahaa.
yupp, then we took SOME pictures!
I THINK, that........
EMILY IS THE BESTEST DOUBLES PARTNER EVER! SHE ROCKS MY ASS AND SHE'S SO PRO! but too bad, shes single but UNAVAILABLE! so chio eh her!
ahahaha :D
then today!
the day was borrrring.
had maths!
goshhhhh, i did some question 6 thingy.
AND MY WOTKING WAS SO LOOONG!
i took forever to complete it and i was so proud of myself!
then that ass amanda came to tell me she did it but with SHORT WORKINGS!
SHITTTT!
shes going to DIE DIE DIE!
hahahah, then went plaza with EMILY!
hahahaha, oh my tiannnnnnnnnnnnn,
we had so so so much fun!
we went to spotlight and played with their wooden hearts and other things! the pics are below!
then we went to daiso and played too!
hahaha, we bought some rabbits and lamb thingys to share!
wheeeeee.
yupp, then i did something so absolutely stupid.
at the bus stop, i was lazy to walk to the 16 bus, so i thought it would come to me.
so stood up only when it was moving nearing the stop,
AND SHIT, IT DROVE OFF WITHOUT ME!
oh my tiannnnnnn, i felt like such an ass luhhhhh!
so embarassing! ahhaha, no face now! D:

anywayssss! i cant seem to upload most of the picturs D:















hahaha! AMANDA AND FROG FACE! :D

anyway, i was thinking recently.
its quite sad luh. after the tournament the sec4s wont come for training already luh!
oh myyyy. i will miss them so so so muchhh.
reallyy!
like in america, on the day of farewell, which i sadly missed, i was thinking about THIS year's farewell already luhhh.
i cant believe i missed two year's farewells though! so sad luhh!
yeahhhhh,
anyway, i kinda thought of what i would do for farewell!
ahhahha, they were nice thoughts, but they made me sad cause, well,
FAREWELL WHAT!
hahaha, yeahhh..
whowww. america seemed so far back alreadyyyyyyyyy.
like a whole lifetime's passed..
lol,anyway, i dont think its good to look back, cause the future's all we have.
thats what i learnt yesterday.
i feel sad about it. but i cant sayyyyyyyyyy. cause, well, it wouldnt be nice.
i'd like to believe in good things luh.
ai yahhhhhhhhhh, in summary, HEARTPAINNNNNNN!
okay, shall stop doing that.
i know whoever wont see this, but i think its just better not to say it out!
it might kill! :0
Lol:D
yupp, anyway, i think im going to fail maths.
someone tell me what to do after alfa is twice of beta, then what!
ai yahhhhhh, AD MATHS SUCKS!
someone agree with me please!

okayy. there are so so so many things i want to blog about today.
TENNIS!
Played mgs.
well, we lost 4-1 overall,
but i felt they were good matches.
compared to last year, everyone has seriously improved in their match play.
SERIOUSLY!
hahahah. i played uhhh, whats her name...
uhhhh, jewel and someone.
hahaha paiseah, i really cant remember her name!
WHOOPS
hahahaha. so yupp.
i think emily and i tried our best,
we made our mistakes, but we really did put in our best,
and im proud to say that :D
hahahah,the score was 9-4 btw
lol.
yeahhhhhhhhh
anyways, i think i took the looong way home today.
i took 74 to dover then took mrt to kallang and took 32 all the way home.
whoa. i took like 1 hr and 30 mins?
hahaha yeahhhhhh, so i was so tired when i came back.
bathed and like did maths.
so borrrin.
anywayyy.
ive been having weird dreams lately.
and, arghhhhh.
actually they're not weird.
they're just sad.
as in, they are happy dreams, but, since they are only DREAMS, so they were saddddddd.
goshhhh.

ahahaha, this song, MR QUEK sent to me.
its addictive,
really.

White Lines And Red Lights - Between the trees

Late night, driving home together
and at red lights we press our lips together
and we're holding tight now
slow it down now
Let's take our time
let the moment last
until it feels right
holding back
and not getting to carried away
let the music fade

Cause you are the brightest star
I'm in love with who you are
And you are the brightest star
I'm lost without your love

We are in each others arms
just like a movie scene
cause as we're leaning in
the light decides to turn green
Me and you together
this is getting better
just butterflies won't do
I don't want just red lights
I want more of these nights
cause baby I love you

You and me is what matters most
It's not the intimacy that brings me
closer to you...


i dreamt of you,
and everytime i do that,
i get my hopes up,
that maybe it'll turn out all right.
but as the days go by, i realize,
hopes and dreams, are really all i have.
if only you knew,

friday-
mmm. halfday,
but we still had training, so went to eat at pp macs with kelly, siying, emily, crystal, vanessa, fongwa.
yeah i think thats all.
whoa, then training, from 12 to 3
i think im officially charcoal coloured now.
hahaha. yeah, then i went back by the potong pasir way.
it was so hot.
but. i have my reasons for walking that way.
yeahhhh,
Saturdayyyyy-
i woke up that morning,
went to the toilet,
looked in the mirror,
and nearly fainted.
THERE WAS A BLACKKKKKK PERSON STARING BACK AT ME
oh my gosh, i think i nearly died of heart pain and shock.
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
now i cant rebuke people when they call me black.
GRRRRRRRRREAT.
hahahah, i dont really mind though, i still think my tan's sexy
emphasizes on the word SEXY
lol. then went for emilys training. haahah.
it was cool.
coach remin says that emily bought me along for entertainment,
hahhah. what the.
hahahah funnaye.
we did some volley thingy and whoawhoa.
all the guys ar, so mean, ATTACK ME.
i was damn scared ah. they hit so hard!
lol.
then i crashed with emily and we ate astons.
whoo. fries and veggies. :D
hahaah, i didnt feel like eating meat.
hahaha. yupp.
so went to my training after that.
it was weird. they sorted us according to like, boys and girls.
hahah, so it was kinda sexist.
but it was cool cause alisa kelly nicole and natalie and i were together for once.
haahahah.
then yeah. nothing much luh.
hahaha. not in a bloggy mood.
lol. then today,
went to buy flowers with mummy.
got some weird ones.
so huge and peeenk.
hhaha. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
ai yah. i saw something just now, and....
hahah, whatever. i dont know how to say.
anyways, monday,
tournament.
kinda scared man..
but, just try our best lorrr. what else to do?
hahaha.
this songs stuck in my head. but i dont want to
lengthen my post anymore, so ill just post part of them

Phill Collins - Against all odds.
....
So take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me
is against all odds and that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

hahahaha, oh my goshhhh, today was so good!
hahah, first, the IMPORTANT THINGS!
i just realized that i spelt my blog's url WRONGLY!
oh shit,
i spelt available as: avaliable.
shoooot, feeling dumb noww.
hahahaha hoi yan spotted it for me! hahahaha
she said she couldnt enter my blog, then she finally saw the spelling mistake!
oh my tiannnn, i cant believe i spelt MY BLOG URL WRONGLY LUH!
hahahaha, shit, florence feels super dumb now!
thennn, something dang stupid happened in school
someone was telling me her friend had sex at 14 years old.
and smart me asked:
is she a virgin.
WHOOPS hahahah,
florence is kinda brainless eh?
hahahahaha. i told hoiyan and know what she said!
if i were your bf, i would die early laughing at you!
hahahaah, awwwwwwww.
i think im super touched noww!
haahahahaha, i know that wasnt a COMPLIMENT, BUT, HEY!
ITS A GOOD THING OKAY!
hahahaha, means im funnnnnaye!
:D
gosh, laughing madly noww.
hahahaha, okay, shall post about school.
uhhh, PE was fun,
we had basketball.
hahahah, wheeee. run here run there.
hahahah, so cool.
then the rest of the day, i felt stoned.
seriously
hahahah. thinking of something uhhh.
ahhahah, shhhhhhhhhhhhh.
shallnt say what!
hhahahaha.
thennn, olev results came out.
oh my,
JOLENE GOT 3RD IN SCHOOL OKAY!
hahahah, i think other than kelly, the rest didnt do as well as they wanted.
hahaha, but not sure luh!
then i called like all the sec4 people i knew
ahahaha, i think all my friends did well luh!
hahahaha. except for one.
im not sure about her.
hahahah. then met kelly and chloe to play.
hahaha, whoa pro people luh them
A1s for chinese! seriously man. im getting worried. i dont think ill get a1 for chinese.
shit. scared now.
thenn went to collect my skirts.
hahahah, IM BROKE NOW D:
then went to play.
hahahah, gosh, we played so well luh!
emily and i took turns volleying!
oh my tian,
THAT SEXY FEELING!
we were playing good together,
not PRO but better than usual.
hahahaha, GOSH, so happeeeeeee.
anywaysssss.
i need to thank God today.
hahaha, i was praying super hard for something.
and it kinda came true.
well.
im happy, yet sad. but heck that feeling!
florence is freaking high now, SMILES!
actually, im sleepy. hahahaha,
whatever man.


my backs aching, shit, bag too heavy!, well, shall sleep now,
nothing to do anyway :D






and if youre happy, then ill be too.

hahah, oh my gosh,

hahahaa,
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i have to blog about yesterday!
hahahahahah. it was super! hahaha
i was supposed to meet angie at 9, but knowing someone would be lousy and late,
i decided to leave late!
hahahah, so i only left the house at like 830?
hahah. then, cause elaine lives at sengkang, she didnt want to leave the house until we were both there!
hahaha, so poor angeline had to WAIT
hahahah. she says that that was the first time she had to WAIT FOR ANYONE!
hahah, see man!
im so pro!
hahahaa. funnaye!
then we went to yoshinoya to eat. i got some salmon rice triangle thingy.
and oohlalala, YUCK!
hahaha, but the crab meat one was really super!
ahhaha, then i wanted to fold hearts, so i stole some straws while the guy was looking.
angie laughed her ass off at me cause i was trying to keep the straws in my bag without getting caught.
hahah, and it was so weird cause i tried to keep my body straight and bend at the same time!
hahahaha.
so yupppp.
then, WHOA, i tell you, SOME PEOPLE EAT SO SO SO SLOW!
hahahaha. weight watchers luh them!
hahaha. so i was boredd and i wanted to steal straws but the guy was like watching me already!
so i went to BUY from coldstorage!
hahah. i bought the bendy bendy kind, so i had to CUT off all the bendy parts. and there was like a huge huge mess!
hahaha, and in the end, the straws were kinda short, but they were still usable!
hahaha. then we went to do out project when the library finally opened!
hahha and we found out something,
ALL ARTISTS, VIETNAMESE OR ENGLISH, LIKE TO SCULPT, uhhh, clotheless people!
haha, the worst part was the sculptures were super VIVID AND ACCURATE!
hahahah, get my point?
so looking at art mags are alomst= porn mags.
haahaha. shoot, this post is getting OBSCENE.
hahhaha, thennn, went to meet mr quek for tennis!
go all the way to plaza from sengkang, so loooong.
hahahh. then at kfc, i was looking for a supposed TALL SCARY BLACK person, but instead, i saw a funny SMALL , BUT STILL BLACK person!
hahah, took bus to kallang, and played.
whoawhoa, someone not bad!
hahahah. our rallies were like about the same standard, but someone keep cheating my feelings!
act like going to hit crosscourt, BUT HIT DOWN THE LINE! RARRRRRRRR. hahahaha.
then he came up to volley, and shit luh, i couldnt take MANY OF HIS BALLS. shitshit. diedie. hahaha
then I TRIED instead! and whoalao! some one kept attacking me! i dont even dare stand at the net.
ahahahah, i seriously need to train volley! D:
hahaha, then, i taught him how to fold the straw heart! BUT SOMEONE UH, SO LOUSY AT IT.
my poor straws in his hands, crumpled and dieded a horrible death.
BUT after like a thousand times of teaching, he finally made a AVERAGE looking one!
hahaha mine still the best man!
then i had to go home for tuition. but i dont know how to tell him the bus stop place,
so he took with me, then was supposed to cross the road at my house and take 16 back.
BUT my tuition teacher came early, so i had to pangseh him! hahaha
whoops, but he got back in the end.
hahaha. tuition was siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
and i borrowed some book, intending to read it.
then i asked my teacher what the storyline was,
and,
shit,
it,
was,
like, something i didnt want to hear.
so i was quite emo during like, the rest of the lesson
then went kallang AGAIN for training!
hahah, oh mannnnnnnnn, i missed my loves!
hahaha, alisa, nicole, natalie, kelly!
hahaha, then it was quite fun cause i gave away some hearts! hahah.
then coach asked alisa to go to the next class, so i was like, AWW!
hahahha. i was quite jumpy at first,
then i kept thinking about STUFF, so i was quite sad luhhhhhhh.
then i told mr quek about it, then he,
ai yah, say somethings, so i didnt think so much about it already!
hahah, ive gotta thank him man.
thenn, at nighh, my whole body was dying, especially my shoulders and knee.
shitttt, i streck my arms, and got think CRACK sound!
whoa, so scary!
hahaha, thennn, today uh!
i just did chem and physics!
CHEM IS SO GROSS! WHAT GIANT MOLECULAR STRUCTURE!
hahahah, MATHS WAS SO FUN, cause it was like, super easy!
hahahha.
like p3 problem sums, just that got inequalities!
hahah, yupp.
IM GOING QUEENSWAY LATER!
WHOO, TENNIS BAG, COME TO FLORENCE!
SHOE BAG TOO!
hahah, see my happiness?

btw, heres a song i like!

Breathing - Yellowcard

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you're next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own
And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of they have filled me up with doubt
And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
I can feel you breathing (your breathing)
It's keeping (keeping) me awake
Could you stop my heart?
It's always beating (its beating)
Sinking (sinking) like a weight
How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew I threw it all away
And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
I can feel you breathing (your breathing)
It's keeping (keeping) me awake
Could you stop my heart?
It's always beating (its beating)
Sinking (sinking) like a weight




for all the hearts i fold,
there's a meaning behind them all.
and with every straw im picking,
the pains leaving, leaving.
and ive gotta thank you,
cause ill never forget.

its the 18th today. and last night, looking at the calendar, i realized what today's significance was.
and ho shit. i didnt like that.
so.. i woke up feeling weirdish. thoughts running throught my head
then i didnt feel quite right, so i didnt eat D:
then, school was cool.
like, physics, was, uh, ai yah. physics lorr! how to describe?
uhh, then pe was fun.
we played basketball.
hahah, i think i suck D:
but rachel and melinda and jia min were pro man. hahaha, basketballers man!
yeah, then i was kinda touched today.
i told meixuan about, whatever today was, and she was like:
i really wish i could do something to help you.
then, she went to write on a post it note:
camiliar gives you love, stay happy florence!
awww. that was so nice of her:D
hahaha, then chinese sucked. i still suck at it, and that makes me SAD.
i hope i improve soon. it sucks to suck at something.
yeah. then i was kinda lazy to walk down to get ready for training.
so i just helped clean the board.
it got my mind off stuff for a while.
so yeah.
when we were walking out from school, chloe was like.
i want ice cream. hahahah
so she got me tempted too and we both bought ice cream. and it ROCKED ASS cause it was so hot. lalala. i want more! haaha, i feel like a pig now D:
sooo. training was werid for me. i got the strings changed, plus the new balls we were using,
my shots turned out weird.
so frustrating.
but it got better after a while :D
hahaha. so yupp.
i love the bottle emily bought for me,
so i kept drinkingdrinkingdrinking water.
and i NEEDED TO PEE badly.
but i didnt go till i came back!
haah, my kidney is dead now D:
then i wanted to go home by the long way.
so i went with em and crys to potong pasir.
we bitched about stuff which crys was frustrated about,
and it was super funny.
hahaha. thennnn.
i was at plaza.
i wanted to see something,
in the end i did, in some sorts.
like, i saw PARTIALLY of what i wanted. D:
grahhh.
yeah, went back and im feeling dead currently.
im still going to play later,
therefore, tomorrow, im going to DIE
hahah, heres my plan!
9: meet angie&elaine for chinese project at SENKANG
12:leave for KALLANG
1: play tennis till 2
3: tuition D: D: D:
530: TENNIS AGAIN!
whow. im going to be out the whole day. my homeworks going to die.
hahahah, wish me luck babeh! :D
shall go now. playing tennis AGIAN at 9. lalalalal
my legs feel dead.

hahaha.
todayyy... was a funny day :D
hahaha, seriously.
emily and i were playing the "pass the grip game"
i went to her class in the morning and left the black and grey ones on her table.
hahaha.
THEN, after class, THE BLACK ONE MYSTERIOUSLY MOVED FROM 3A to 3C :0
whow. ahhaha. then during recess, i brought the grip back to her!
hahahah, AND then, AFTER RECESS, IT MOVED BACK!
hahahaha. so retarededdd. :D
then the class com minus florence went to clean the board(sorry!)
hahaha, i had to REDO my maths cause it got lost, somehow.
and they were putting MEDICATED OIL on the board to clean it.
so during the whole day's free periods, there was the constant sound of TOKTOKTOK.
haahaha, and angie kept saying she felt like she smelt of medicated oil. hahaha.
then i found out something super sad today!
D: during the meeting yesterday, the one that i missed, they said that all the NE reps had to record down ALL the NE LESSONS! GARRRRR.
im so sorry to say this, but i hate NE lessons.
and wed's reflections are normally stoning time.
so now, i have a stack of 15 sheets of paper for COPYING down all the lessons.
whow. FLORENCE'S HEART SUPER PAIN NOW! RARRR! HELP ME MAN! i want to cry noww D: uhhhuhuhuh.
then, after school, i hung around with the band people. ahahahha ANGELINE, LAN XING AND MANY OTHERS SAY I LOOK LIKE A FROG! gosh, so insutled. hahaha. i do not lorrr. then finally, we went down and elaine was supposed to teach me how to fold straw hearts. hahahaha. so we went to the shop and i took a bunch of straws. then i happily showed them to elaine. then OH CRAP, she took a HUGE BUNCH OF STRAWS TOO! uhho. so we had like 10 over straws to play with, and we were feeling like assholes for stealing so many D: lol. so we went to out table, and elaine attempted to fold one. THEN SHE TOLD ME SHE FORGOT HOW TO FOLD! ALAMAK! hahaha. then lan xing said she knew how to fold, BUT SHE FORGOT THE LAST PART TOO. so while they were figuring out how to fold, i asked joanne. hahahaha, she finally taught me how to fold! hahaha, i was so happy having ONE heart. THEN, elaine and lanxing, BOTH remembered how to fold at the same time, so i ended up with three -.- hahaha. then it was time for band to start. hahaha, then elaine couldnt finish her milo, AGAIN. hahaha, so for the second time, i got free milo :3. ahahaha i feel like a freeloader! D: haahah. then i folded somemore and walked off. i saw mellisa, ping hao jia ying and shuyi, so i gave them the hearts. hahah then i wanted to see whether the book shop sold straws, and the lady was so funny, i left two for her. ahahahha. so i only have like 3 left now? hahahah. :D my bag felt so much lighter! ahahaha.
anyways. i remembered something emily said. HAHA, it was so funny luh. i cant say what she said cause it would look wrong and bad if it got seen. hahaha. but i was thinking, if it were true, it would be so funnaye cause. hahhaa, aiyah, i wont say:D
OHOH, i remembered something. hahahahahaha. damn stupid. beatrice was telling me that the bookshop uh, guy?liked a sec 3 cedarian. hahaha, then i like oh my gosh! WHO! hahahah. i thought he TOLD her that! hahahahahaha. then she was like, oh someone told me he revealed his age to two cedarians. HAHAHAHA. then i was laughing my arse off cause he told that to ME AND EMILY! AHAHAHAA. and it was only cause someone called him uncle, so he just offhandedly revealed it. HAHAHAAH, OH MY TIAN, i got cramped from laughing. hahahaha. WHOASEH, SO RETARDED LUH! hahahahahaha.
mmmhmm. im so proud with myself, i completed ALL my CHEM and MATHS already! :D pro eh? hahaha. these are some pictures.














&ill give you love,














i tried justifying that i do not look like a frog, AND I REALLY DONT! :p














angeline was TOO LAZY to write PROPERLY D:














hahah, i wrote this for rachel and someothers. hahaha i started the trend to WRITE LOVE on post it notes! hahaha :D


and the frustration's setting in.
youre trying hard,
but youre not getting anywhere.

imwaiting,imwaiting.
yourebeingslow,yourebeingslow

Labels: frogs, laughing, love, straw hearts

flo, tricia, emily














someone buy that bag for me! :D














hahah, this pic failed badly. pigpig, flo and vanessa!














hahaha this one was horrible. i didnt know emily was taking the picture! hahaha, i look weirddd














Our family of bottles! hahah. i realized i have TWO pink bottles. cool. hahaha














vanessa pigpig and flo.
hahaha i had to carry that toy AROUND the WHOLE of singapore. from plaza, my house and fongwas house. whoaseh. people looked at me like i was NUTS. ahhahaha :D all in a days work florence, all in a days work!














hot any sweaty but still loving it! hahahaha:D














HAHA look at my BIG eyes! hahaha, ANGIE and flo














lalala, we were boredd!














look at the colour difference! hahaha, my poor deading grip D:














lookie, emily and flo!

the pink ones mine! hahaha, look how matching they look together? awwwwww. :D














our NEW additions to the bottle family. brandons, mine and emily's friend's














This is how all cedarians are expected to dress. HOT aye?

hahaha crys and i played TENNIS in a SQUASH court. pro eh? hahah we got scolded in the end D:

anyways, that all. hahaha.
gosh, my comps lagging noww): sad laaa

hahaha.
whooo!
just came back babeh!
ahhahah. today was so fun!
hhaha, i guaily pinned up ALL ny hair so that i wouldnt get caught,
hahahah. i was feeling so proud of myself okay!hahaha
do you even know how hard it is to pin up hair TOO SHORT to tie?
lol:D hhahahhaha. it was a weird morning though.
i got off the wrong side of bed, so i was like blurry.
hhahaha. but i was super high! hahahah.
so imagine what you get when you combine that?
hahahaha. you get a freaking WERID florence.
hahahahah. thenn..
at 630, SOMEONE made me wake him up.
but, THAT SOMEONE, slept like a pig, and only woke up at 8!
hahah, i wonder who that LOUSY someone is eh?
hahaha. school was laughable.
we had basketball for pe.
then caroline, jie shi and i acted enthu and went to volunteer ourselves.
oooohlala. it turned out baddd.
hahahah but it was fun.
hhaahah. i was too short! D: the defender TOWERED over me.
hahahaa. yeahh. thennn...
school was boring luh, like, DEAD boring.
then after school, went to meet with emily
we were supposed to go out to buy present.
but i had some meeting at 130, so we decided to eat first.
hahah i was so engrossed with my chicken rice, i almost forgot about it.
lol. so i went around RUNNING, looking for a large group of people
it was supposed to be at the theatherette, but NO one was outside!
so i went back to my DELICIOUS chicken rice, and the not so DELICIOUS emily.
hahaha. then we went to j8, and got a bottle for her friend
hahahaah, so funny luh. i wanted to buy a bottle, so emily said she would buy it for my CHRISTMAS present! whow. so early uh, shes like, 10 months EARLY? hahahah.
then, she was feeling super heart pain cause she bought a yucky bottle.
hahahha, so i exchanged hers with brandon's
hahahaha.
then we went to do SOMETHING
hahahah, i cant say what, cause i PROMISED emily i would keep my mouth shut :#
hhahaha, but it was so funny cause we kept going on the mrt and going to____ and back.
hahahah. then we went plaza and she left.
i stopped at kallang to buy grips.
then uncle po said no more black, so i got grey.
haahh, then i happily thought i did everything i needed to do, so i walked the LONG distance to the bus stop.
hahahah. THEN i realized i didnt BOOK COURT FOR SAT.
so poor me, WALKED ALL THE WAY BACK just to book them
hahahahah. THEN THE GUY TOLD ME THAT I DIDNT HAVE TO BOOK CAUSE ALL THE 15 COURTS WERE UNBOOKED.
so i WALKED all the way back to the bus stop and stoned.
lalalal. hahahahah.
shall go bathe now, i feel like some stinky fat pig like asshole.
hahahhh.
but first, LYRICS TIME!
hahahaha.

what the world can never take - hillsong

With all I'm holding inside
With all hopes and desires
And all the dreams that I've dreamt
With all I'm hoping to be
And all that the world will bring
And all that fails to compare
You say You want all of me
I wouldnt have it any other way
I've got a Saviour and He's living in me
WHOA
I wanna know
I wanna know You today
And You're the best thing that has happened to me
And the world will never take
The world will never take You away
No-one could ever take
You away


i think its not the full lyrics, cause the song aint that short
haahah this is my favorite christian song ever.
hahaha, i remember, this song was the one i sung when i made up my mind to convert.
lol. goodtimes babeh, good times.

i think youve changed.
youre doing things you would have previously not have done.
and i think youre trying too hard, youre trying too hard.
im lucky i think,
to figure out who were my true friends in time,
and not make that mistake.

lalalalal.
tuition ENDED!
the world is happy.
but, im not.
cause theres a freaking baddddddddddd pain in my headdddddd.
sighhhh. i wasnt meant to sleep.
i slept like for 30 mins? then BOOM
mr thunder came and visited florence and made her wake up.
mrs cold made her SHIVER
and now, florence feels half dead.
no sleep and cell surface membranes stuck inside her head
lets go get pitchforks and poke the life out of them, aye?


NOW, its lyrics time!
wheeeeee. i know this is an olddddd song
but its super, babeh.

What Hurts The Most - Rascall Flats
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I' m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I' m ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the mostIs being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the mostIs being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do



that song makes me sadddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
but florence doesnt like being sad.
shes trying her best to be happy.






like a balloon,
you were always,
flying above me,
high above me.
and i knew,
there was going to be a time,
to let you go..

cause youre super,
super duper,
and youre always above me.
and im not perfect,
not perfect,
so we not be.
and ill let you fly,
till you touch the skies,
cause i know you'll make it there.
cause to me,
youll always be,
super,
so super, baby.

oh my goshhhhhhhhhhhh,
im feeling so baddd nowww.
RARRRR.
this morning suckedddddd.
last night too D: D: D:
RARRRRRRRRR
i had to ask mum to give me money for something.
i cant say what though. itll get US into shit.
and mum was like. why like that? i want to complain.
so i called someone. and i told her about it.
and when i heard what she said, i got super super pissed (so sorry D:)
i was thinking, it wasnt me who wanted to do whatever.
it was my mum, so why scold me?
so i jumpjumpjumped on my bed, till it almost broke.
i was just so frustrated luhhh.
so i was like, uh, whatever.
then the next morning.
when i went down, i still hadnt asked mum for the money.
when i did, she frownedddd badlyyyyyyy and she said she wanted to compain again.
then i got so annoyed luh. i just told her, that she couldnt cause doing that would...(i cant say:#)
then she got frustrated and passed the money to me, and stormed upstairs.
i really felt like screaming at that moment.
CAUSE IT SEEMED LIKE EVERYTHING WAS MY FAULT.
so i prayed a little, asking Him to help me, and not get to frustrated.
then dad something super, super, i-dont-know-how-to- describe thing.
he took money from his own wallet, and put it in my mothers.
he didnt say anything.
just did that, and walked to the car.
then, at that moment, i felt, like the worlds worstest person.
i realized, why mum was frustrated.
cause every cent of her money, she worked hard, like crazy, just to get it
and i, being an asshole, just asked her for it,
without considering how she would feel.
the amount i took ,wasnt big.
but these few days, it seems i keep taking small amounts from her.
so i guess, in total, it isnt that small anymore.

so on the ride to school, i had to try really hard not to cry.
i felt so bad. and at the same time touched.
cause i never knew my dad cared so much for mum.
and then, he told me something,
he asked me to save money.
just one sentence.
but it affected me like so shitishly much,
cause he said it softly.
and he wasnt scolding me,
just trying to tell me.
oh my gosh. then i really really felt so so so bad.
D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
and then i thought about that person i called.
then i felt even badder.
i got pissed with her, although she was just trying to help
shit
i suck.



today, florence learned something.
she learned the meaning of true love.
and now she knows that,
it doesnt mean that someone scolds you means,
they hate you,
or are just out to get you.
it means they care.
the hardest things to hear,
are bitter words,
but they are the best things you have.







okayyyyyy. that was the sadish part of today.
now shall be the happy part:D
lol.
we had spot check today.
lalalalal.
hahahah. florence was so pro. she pulled her skirt down to knee length :D
she also pulled her socks highhighhigh.
so i passed mr tans check.
i was like, whoaseh.
hahaha. i thought i wouldnt get caught already. hahahaa
so i happily stoned.
THEN! suddenly, i was asked to stand up.
I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO BE ASKED TO BE ROLE MODEL MAN
so i went out to stand at the front with many others.
THEN, i was told my hair was too messayeeeeeee.
HUNHHHHHHHHH
where got lor. i HAIRBANDED it up.
but ai yah.
still cannot.

hahaha, then went for class.
caroline said something super funny luh.
she was like
WHOA, florence, we were all so shocked you passed the test
we were all saying that if you passed, we dont need to care already!
HAHAHAHAAH
oh my tian. make me laugh so hard.
hahahaha
im NOT THAT NAUGHTY OKAY!
hahahahah.
im short. not my skirt!
hahahaaha.
funnayeeeee.
i have tuition laterrrrr.
sad laa.
after chem, physics and BIO today, my brains not working much already.
hahahaha. its 320 only
shall sleep until it starts:D
hahahahaha.
someone, please save my poor brain

hahahah, oh man. brians so idiotic! hahahahha he went to video call, and this is what he did! hahahahaha
i dont know whether the pic will come out! hahahaha
lalalal, brians such a DUMBASS! hahahahaha



SATURDAY SATURDAY UH!





Btw, im realizing the pic is not turning out.
so this post is redundant.
but i dont know how to delete :\
grrrreat.

oh my goodness.
i had the f___ing worst dream last night.
it was a DREAM, but to me it was a nightmare to me.
i dreamt that, uh i cant say.
but i woke up at 5 45. and i was like
oh my tian. i did NOT just dream of that.
oh my. uhhhh. then school was okayish.
i feel like there are two sides to me.
the outside part was laughing and fooling, but the inside part felt dead.
but i shallnt elaborate more on that.
anyways.
i got complimented twice today.
one said i was a MATURE person, that was nice to talk to
and coach said that his impression of me was that i was a player that would run for every ball, therefore, even if i suck, the opponent would be SCARED to play with me. shit man. HAHHAA IM AN SHUANGING! hahahah. but he said that was his first opinion only. so.. yupp.

okay, i found out people actully read my blog, so my posts are getting edited.
TRAINING!
tessa cho is so going to die a horrible death.
during reading, i waved to her, AND HE WENT TO HIDE BEHIND HER FRIEND and then proceeded to run away. gosh,
i want to hit her.
then during training, she was like, if you want to hit florence, you cannot hit high, you must hit low. WHOASEH! and I tell you uh, her low was like, hit the floor lowwwww. GOSH! ahhaahahhaa. thennn.. uhhh. we did some hit over the string thingy. AND IT WAS ANNOYING CAUSE EVERYONE JUST LOBBED ME! and therefore, i missed a THOUSAND balls. GARHHHH. so i became smart and lobbed too! and my lobs kept hitting the BASELINE, which rocked cause i finally got my revenge. hahahah. siying was like, giving me the oh my goodness look. shes supposed to be the lobber, not me. hahahahaha. im getting pro seh!
then coach alvin like,
realized we were all cheat lobbing, so he BANNED my pro lobbing, therefore, i hit UNDER the line 1000000000000000 times and dieded! hahahahah
alamakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
then it rained, so we went into the currently deserted canteen. we played some volley thingy which rocked ass! so yeahhhh.
then ms poon came back with the draw.
were playing SCGS, RGS, ST MARGS, and KC.
WHOO! say byebye to florence:D
hahahaah.


im feeling dumb these few days. whoaman. eveyone in my class is like, top hundred and know how to do EVERYTHING. lalaal. which suckssssssssssss. hahahahah flo is getting DUMBER, BUT TALLER day by day!
isnt everyone happy now! hahahahaha


OHOH and amanda and i finally realized we could walk to the canteen through the stairs NEXT to our classroom, instead of the one on the other side, which takes MUCH LONGER. hahahaha
CURRENTLY, im being called the stupidest person on earth by jerine! LALALALA thats kinda ssaddddddddddddddddd. hahahahah.

anyway, shall do my ADMATHS now. i suckkkkkkkk at quad equations. SO PLEAS SOMEONE, ANYONE, HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

yeahbaby! this is my newwww blog! hahahaa. i shall attempt to keep it alive much. hahahahah

ANYWAYSSSSS. we did out chinese new year video thingy today. it was SUPER MAN! hahahahaha. we went to fongwas house and we filmed the whole thing in like 2 plus hours? haahhaha its was so the rocking! hahahahaa. uhhh. i was the rat-.-, emily the bitchy and much bimbotic opponent, fongwa was my MUTHER, and vanessa and crys did like random parts. lol. like MY supporters. ahahaahah. if our vid does get chosen, i think ill faint from embarrassment! hahahahah. we were so fake luh. like, when do i even talk like some enthusastic idiot? lol. soooo.... we had fun. seriously. there was this part where we were videoing and some person went to run past us. oh my tian, i think i laughed till my ass died. hahahaha. OHOHHOH i remember something. we were supposed to act out the zodiac race thingy. so i had to bring PIGPIG along. AND OH MY TIAN. i got stared at BILLIMILLIONS of times. alamak. SO PAISEAH. and in the end, when we filmed the zodiac part, van and crys sat on the rocking things on the play ground and acted it out. oh my goshedness. SO RETAREDDDDD!

anyway. i want to talk about service today. it was so qiao man. like, it was about change. and how, you know, that change was always constant, and that how we must cope with it. and i think it was really, like good for me to hear that service, cause something was changing in my life, and i wasnt really coping with it. i think only two people know what this is, or was, whatever. so the guy was saying, that if you like, feel helpless and sad, whatever, you just look to the Lord. and i did. and i was finally able to do what i had to do. lalalalaaal. anywayssss. i think, its kinda obvious what im talking about. hahahah. sooo, i dont know what else to say.. hahaha. shall end here.





you seem so much happier,
without me.
thanks loads, thanks loads.

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